Lust and Demise

Chapter 12

Lust and Demise

Chapter 12

Jimin was holding his legs close to his face, he was looking at the angry sea with
endless tears running down his face, he didn't bother to wipe them away, it was
pointless, more would come out in no time anyway, a silhouette started taking
form in front of his teary eyes, he knew exactly who it was

"Perfect I can even see you now!" he said with a biter tone in his voice

"What is wrong baby boy, you don't like me anymore?" The silhouette said
in deep voice

"I was never font of you, you know" Jimin continue sarcastically

"Well baby boy you don't actually have a choice, you stack with me till the
time stops... forever"

"Why are you doing this to me, to us? Aren't you satisfied yet?" Jimin said and tried
to touch the silhouette from the collar, but it was pointless, his hand just pass
through the silhouette in front of him.

"Oh baby boy why you are so naïve, I will never be satisfied playing with my toys"
said the figure with a smirk

"Why don't you play with someone else Vermin, what so special about me and Jungkook"

"Let me count, first only you can carry my soul, second you made a promise
with me years back, third... you are funny and last but not least, I really love
bad endings, it's funnier than happy ones, and to be really honest with you,
I have used to using you as a receptacle you are so, so good at this." the deep
voiced form said and clap his hands like a 5 years old child.

"I am so tired of this, I really can't do this anymore, please for once let us be, just
for one life time, let us have our happy ever after life and then come back and destroy us,
just for once let me rest and live peacefully, is it too much?" Jimin said sitting
on his knees and begging the creature in front of him, but the last one only laugh his soul out;
he was enjoying it way too much

"Oh my... baby boy you are so entertaining today, you know I can't do that
even if I wanted to, which I don't, why would I, I am not stupid to spoil my toys."
The figure said placing his pointed and thumb fingers on Jimin's chin.

"I know, I know, I was stupid for even asking it." Jimin said defeated and sat back down,
he took a handful of sand and throw it to the creature wiping away his form and continue
"Then leave me alone, for now at least"

"As you wish baby boy" the deep voice said and faded away

"What can I do now, I know Jungkook is away from me for now but for sure he will
come back, it's his fate after all, our fate, what if I kill myself before he remembers us?
This way he won't get hurt physically or mentally, now that I am thinking about it I have
never try this before, what if this is the way to break the curse, if he won't love me in this
life then he might never love me again and he will never die from my hands. But am I strong
enough to handle this? What if I keep remembering our lives in my next reincarnations?
But from the other hand will I ever reincarnate again from the moment I will kill myself?
But I always come back; I have killed myself before after I have killed Jungkook of course,
what might be the difference, but even if I keep remembering our story, it's better for
Jungkook this way, he will keep living, and then finding someone else to love and be happy
with a family, I think this is something I can give my life for, this is the only choice I have,
I am gonna do it, tonight the sooner the better, for both of us, I have enough blood in my
hands all those reincarnations." The smaller thought and stand up, he walked slowly to the sea,
his steps were slow and heavy, was it the right decision or it was a waste of time,
but he kept on moving