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10~Friends

◇Sophia◇

It's been a few days since I've gone back to school and I don't know if I really do want to go back. 

I've had a thought about it for the past few hours and there are some pro's and cons for the situation. 

If I change schools I guess I can have a new fresh start and besides I could probably join a medical school because I want to go into the medical career. 

Or I could just carry on with this school and do online lessons but the only big problem, that is stopping me from going is Benjamin and Lilah. 

They are my only friends since I was young and went to this school, they've been with me but now if I change school, that means I would have to leave them and I don't know if I can. 

I mean even if I do leave they should be happy with my decision right? 

Cause I mean it is my future after all and I don't want to spend it doing something I don't like. Maybe I should discuss it with them and that way they could help me make my decision. 

I look at the time on my phone and see that it's about time I get ready for school. I've been up all night just thinking about this and the fact that my father invited us for dinner. 

Why? That's my big question to my father. If anybody knows him as well as I do then I know that he has something planned. 

He is not the type of guy to just plan a dinner for us. Especially me, if he wanted to do it for Lorenzo then I guess he could've just invited him but I'm not sure I just have an unsettling feeling in the pit of my stomach. 

I decide to get up and take a shower, getting ready for school. My hair is slightly wet because I half dried it with the hair dryer but I didn't want to fully dry it. 

Lorenzo's parents have been in the house more lately and I guess I'm fine with that as long as I don't run into Mr Rossi because he reminds me off my father. 

Andrea and I have grown closer but she spends majority of her time with Roberto, her husband, and so I don't get to spend as much time with her. 

I don't want to go and have breakfast because I know that Roberto is going to be there so I decide to just head straight for the entrance of the house. 

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We reach school building just in time and I thank the driver before bolting to the classroom. I have English first lesson great. 

I make my way to the back of the class where I usually sit. So lost in thought I don't even realise someone comes to sit next to me. 

I turn around and realise it's Benjamin. 

"Hey" I greet him, quietly so the teacher doesn't hear us. 

"Hi" he returns back with a smile. 

We stay quiet as the teacher takes the attendance because Miss Nosy here would literally make us come to the front of the class and tell the class what we were saying. 

Like Bitch! There's a fucking reason as to why I am whispering in the first damn place; because I don't want your nosy ass listening. 

After she finishes the attendance I'm about to start speaking but Benjamin beats me to it. "So...your married?" he asks, looking down at his workbook. 

I sigh, not knowing how to answer him. I mean technically I am but we haven't had an actual marriage or anything so it makes it hard to explain. 

We only had a small ball type of event but that was only for Mafia families. "I guess so...yeah" I mumble quietly.