Life : dreams or reality

ditched!!!!!

i had always thought , best friends are for life but no they arent. they just come , to give you memories and then goes away , being back to strangers. i would say , a person should never make someone BEST FRIENDS and thats because , they dont exists. not even a month passed and zara and ahana have left , like they dont care about me anymore and i have decided , its not going to harm me anymore. , what happened actually ,

1. they dont give hoot to me

2. zara and ahana always hook up living me behind

3. they most probably dont care about me

4. they dont want me as their friends

5. they both stopped sharing stuffs with me

few days back zara was back after her tratment in india and im glad she have no disease or anything as ahana had said how zara was depressed . one fine day i asked her

me : arent you excited about your college

zara ; obviously im

me : thats nice

zara : ahana has also registered 

it gave me a pinch of pain , and thats because ahana havent informed me of her decision , i was shocked to know that she too registered . maybe i always expected so much from them and when i finally knew they both were changed , i accepted the truth . at that moment ,

- i was hurt , maybe because i expected so much

- i decided i would not think about them anymore

- i really got mad , because ahana havent informed me. i mean how could she do that , she knew i was her friend , like bestfriends , it was her duty to tell me but she didnt . i replied her

me : sama too registered ? 

zara : yeeessss !!!you din knw kya ?

That long yes made me realise how happy they would be and how much fun they are going to have without me . i did feel bad , infact i was hurt , imagining i would be left behind and they would enjoy . i did ask ahana too , but she acted as if she didnt care , and told me that she already told me about her decision . i kept quite .