Boring days

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days are going like so boring. I wake at morning , pray farz and ask something to God and Read Quran. And end up with fone. I don't feel like to do anything , God knows the reason. I have stopped talking about my college that's because I m tired . It was my cousin's bro wedding and I wanted to go india so badly actually I love weddings , the fun over there be so amazing. And Im here so bored. I don't know what to do , like I'm tired of my life , Riya texted me

Riya : girl wedding is Boring without

Me: I so want to come , gosh Im feeling so bad

Riya : don't worry girl, we will enjoy our next cousins wedding

The worst part was I wasn't attending the next wedding too. i was directly going to attend my wedding lol. How sad is that . At that moment I was feeling :

1. Extremely sad

2. Feeling helpless

3. Was hurt , because my cousin brother didn't fix the wedding according to our holidays

I texted Riya

Me : girl , send me everyones pic, let me feel as if im there

Riya: cool , wait

Rita had send me everyones pic , Everyone were enjoying except TRISHA the great.

I had again talked with Samar, life is so uncool if the person you love doesn't love you back , days seemed longer , and nights colder, colder enough to make me cover myself with two blankets . I feel so empty , my heart echoes , but I continue to push myself . heart says to text samar , and I knew he would we awake but theN mind comes in between , stopping me and telling me not to text him as he don't give a hell about me. How bad I feel at times but never say a word to anyone . my head is pounding , tears blurring my vision. Why do I cry for him when he don't care about me. I go around giving advices to people , making theM feel good but nobody ever cared to ask

"Trisha are you okay"

It's funny enough.I want nothing from my life but happiness But then I drive up into isolation .



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