Control

Chapter 9

KATS PART

It's now Sunday morning. I'm in my kitchen drinking coffee. After everything that happened last night with Josh I honestly am ok spending the day in the house. I take my coffee and my waffles and bacon and go sit down on my coffee and watch TV.

I here my front doorknob move so I grab my gun from under my coffee table. Josh walks in and see I'm pointing the gun at him.

"Next time text or call don't walk up in my house like that." I said putting it back in it original place.

"Well at least your speaking to me"  He says. I see him sit down some flowers and something in a card. I shake my head and go back to watching TV.

"I owe you an apology. One I should not have grabbed you the way I did that was unacceptable and I know that I deserved that slap. I should have given you time to talk to me and had a civilized conversation with you one that didn't blow up in front our family the way it did. Not only was that disrespectfulto you but to our family." He says.

"Josh we are going in circles here. We haven't even been dating a full 48 hours and we are at each other throat about everything because neither of us knows how to communicate.  I'm so tired already of the arguing, of the fighting we aren't winning.  No one was keeping a secret we all was trying to approach it a certain way and I love Chris but had he just giving me time to tell you, things wouldn't have gotten to the point that they did. " I said.

Chris knows after last night that I'm upset with him and I know he doing everything to make it up.

"Don't be mad at Chris all he did was tell me how I reacted that's all on me.  You understand unlike them.how complicated things are with my Father. And I was upset at you and everyone else even myself because you could have gotten hurt and I didn't protect or that I couldn't protect my family from him. I took out all the anger and frustration I had for the situation on you and that definitely wasn't right."He says

"I took the liberty of writing down everything from your dad the number who used to contact me and more. If you want to find him and yall have it out yall can but untill you can figure out how to deal with things from your dad the healthy way there is no way we can be ok." I say.

"Are breaking up with me?" He asks

"No I'm telling you to deal with your shit and if you need me you know where to find me. I'm not going to be a punching bag for your anger towards you father or yourself. I can only be supportive with that anger from a distance. We can be together everyday but what's going on with you and father stays outside of our relationship." I say.

He pulls me into his lap hugging me.

"I love you and I'm sorry." He says.

"It is fine. As long as it doesn't happen again." I say back.

We spend the rest of the day together.

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This is most definitely just a filler chapter of 500 words  and I'm sorry however  no one would like them on bad terms forever. What I have planned for the next chapter requires them to have reconciled in same way shape or form.

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