Not sure what this really is but it isn't a story it is like a journal/diary that keeps track of my life since I have some weird shit happen to me and my life is chaotic! For stuff that you should know my name is Devon! I use she/they pronouns and a...
Hello Readers! Welcome you get to read about my shit day now! Yay!!
Okay to start, Ashton. (Yea ik they cause shit all the time.) So in the gym locker room we were both dressed just talking to our group of friends like we normally do. I have no fucking idea why but I walked into the bathroom to look at something on my face or started to at least..
Ashton decided to randomly put their hands around my neck like they were gonna choke me. Now this has happened before of course because that's just how shit they are. But it actually hurt this time I got their hands off and they just walked out of the bathroom. I yelled "STOP!!" I was so mad you wanna know what they did? (Then come back next time on..)
They walked away as if nothing had just happened and I know for a fucking fact that they heard me because I yelled and they are always complaining that I'm too loud because of their sensitive hearing. I was so mad I didn't talk to them until Choir which is 5th hour I have PE 2nd.
Something really stupid is they said they don't wanna be like their father and you know what? They turning out exactly like that it's is stupid because they act as if nothing happened and on Monday I might edit this to tell you how they act on Monday it's very dumb bc they will probably act as if nothing happened and I'm not pissed at them 😕
I went and talked to my friend Dani who was also having friend drama. Her friend Alexis was being rude I'm not gonna say any details bc it's not anyone else's fucking business and I don't say others drama.
Pretty much that day we had to run the mile (I got 8min 32sec) It wasn't bad my legs were dying but my breath was fine it was weird. The good thing is that it was 70F° (21C°) outside. I was with my friend Sophia almost the entire time it was great because I relate to her more and she is an overall better friend. (All my friends are better than "Ass"hton tho)
Me and Sophia finished our mile so we were just walking and talking the opposite way of people still jogging. We talked about some friend drama I told her about Ashton being a prick and some other things. I was also helping because she is questioning her sexuality she says she has liked girls before (one was me lol) I was actually really excited to hear this because I always make jokes telling her to be gay since she hangs out with a ton of gay people.
I told her she could be bisexual with a preference for men since she mostly likes guys but instead for now she is going to be Pansexual which is great for her I'm glad she is figuring out who she is. We were having so much fun and we walked past Ashton and some of our other friends I was really hoping Ashton wouldn't say anything.
Of course just my luck they came up right in the middle of Sophia and me. This sucked I just said nothing and walked faster luckily they went back and talked to their friend. My friends Maddie and Mya (cutest couple ever) asked it I wanted to walk with them I said yea but really I still walked with Sophia mostly.
We were on the other side of the track away from the gate and bleachers when the teachers blew a whistle cueing us to go inside and get dressed. We ran a crossed the field I was racing Sophia, she is extremely fast but it's fine because I won by like 4in. We got dressed and that was kinda the end of that.
Something terrible is that I sit with Ashton at lunch (assigned seating sucks) I was actually excited for lunch today because the boys and some girls made it so we had to get a silent lunch and if you talked you got lunch detention. I got on my phone the entire time and I didn't have to talk to Ashton!! I was really happy and it was one of those days where they just weren't talking to me much. (Ik we toxic)
In choir we sit across the risers from each other. (love that) I sit next to a guy named Andres and we both sit behind a kid named Bryce. Something I do, bc I happen to be a bitch, is kick Bryce, not hard or anything but it is everyday. (Oh no😟bullyism) We starred playing game that Andres and I had to kick, flick, tap, do something and Bryce had to guess who it was. This was very fun for no reason.
Clearly my day started like fucking shit because of a certain asshole I used to date. And it got better from my other friends and some random Choir boys!
Yesterday! 4/21/22
Yesterday there was a track meet and I went because I wanted Kona Ice which is a shaved ice truck. I dropped the Tiger's blood flavor on my WHITE SHOE!! (It didn't fully come out)
I was sitting with my group of gay friends but then they all ditched so I made Mya come over and sit we me on the side of the bleachers I was at. We didn't stay there for long bc we both decided to go back and sit with out other group of friends that was fun.
R2 of our friends (forgot who) they ran off to go get more Kona Ice. They were gone for awhile so Mya and I got up to go find them we ran 3/4 of the way to the Kona Ice when we heard people saying "Get inside the Storm is coming!" Clearly there was a storm coming, which is why my Lgbt friends left.
Mya and I had to run back to grab our stuff which was still on the bleachers. We really ✨sprinted back.✨ Just to grab our stuff we were running that way ---> and everyone else was going this way <--- we got out stuff and once we got out of the gates we sprinted around people and got inside the school building.
We got inside and instead of going in the gym like everyone else we were standing in the locker room hallway with Gavin and Ashton (wasn't mad at Ashton yet) Mya's parents weren't coming till 5:30 to get her and it was like 4:45 at this time. Ashton's parents weren't picking up (I didn't really care) Gavin's and my parents were on their way so yeah.
It was fun I had to leave tho because my parents had just got there my sister has to use the restroom so I was just waiting in the Commons while everyone else was downstairs a man came up and told me that the Track meet was canceled bc of the storm coming.
We left and went to Walmart only my dad went in and it was so pretty bc it was still raining but it was sunny! I love that weather there was even a double Rainbow which we don't see very often we don't even see Rainbows very often. It was just really pretty and when we got home it was chill I didn't do much except text my friends and play games on my phone.
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Thanks for reading this and I started this yesterday which was the 22nd now it's the 23rd I may or may not have fallen asleep when writing this and listening to lgbt music. -Devon
