My Journal

2/9/2022

620 words

Dear Reader,

Hello I have got issues in my life currently. My love life is just crazy and I have quite a bit to say today :) I have a partner named Chloe, they are so sweet and caring but have some different things that have gone on in their life. We haven't talked today because they weren't at school and family problems is what I was told of why, I'm guessing that's why they wouldn't answer me or call me today as well. Chloe is great but I like someone else as well it's very confusing and my life is a mess. I happen to also maybe have a crush on one of my best friends, Mya. She is short, has shoulder-length brown hair, and wears glasses. I find her very funny, caring, kind, and just an all around good person. I even know that she used to like me I don't know if she still does or not though so that's kind of a problem, I am pretty sure she does though.

I don't know who to choose and I really am not sure if I even do half to choose. I was thinking that maybe I'm poly, but not in a three way relationship were we are all dating each other I was thinking more of where I'm dating both of them but they aren't dating each other. As long as I tell them and they are both okay with it then it's not cheating. May though I don't wanna have a bad relationship with Chloe after anything that happens because of their anxiety and stuff going on for them. I will probably wait a while longer for that.

Aside from my love life issues, I went over to Mya's dad's house today. It was around 2pm because we had a half day at school for conferences it was a very fun day. At Mya's house some of their neighborhood friends were over there Kaden (idk), Maddie(8), and Quinten(7). We were all on the trampoline it was so fun. Talking about random stuff, messing around, and laughing. Kaden was kinda being annoying and shipping me and Mya a ton. He would hold up his fingers and make a heart then hold it up to us and whatever we are doing.

A few minutes later Landon came over and we were on the trampoline some more. We went on a walk around the neighborhood and Maddie went home so now it was just the older kids. Delayna came over as well and Nia and Mya's dad came home. We were all in Nia's room and just got done with hide and seek. Landon was trying to fuck Casper the ghost while Alyssa and Delayna were on Nia's bed, Nia was in a chair, me and Mya were dancing to the music that was playing, Kaden was shipping me and Mya as always too.

Kaden left, then Quintin, then Landon. We were all just chilling in the living room watching KallMeKris. Mya, Delayna, and I were eating gold fish next to each other and Alyssa was on her phone at the corner of the couch. It was a fun day/night. Delayna left to eat dinner around 6:30pm and not too long after that my parents came to pick me up.

I went home ate, watched YouTube, reading, and then I started writing this at like 10:45pm then I got distracted from the show my sister was watching, she was watching ICarly. She fell asleep it's currently 12:33am which I'm surprised I stayed up this long considering I woke up at 6:45am for school. Have a great day or night I might write tomorrow!!

Goodbye,

The Author,

Arden :)