My Journal

5/1/22

Dear Journal/Reader,

Hello my birthday is in 3 days btw! May 4th lol! (Unfortunately I hate Star Wars)

Anyway okay let's get on to what I wanted to say today bc I have a crisis and I wrote this in another journal so it is written weirdly but don't worry abt it.

Imagine being inlove with your really pretty best friend that is single and you are also single but you know she will never like you back and you can't confess to her bc you don't wanna ruin the friendship you already have with her since she is so amazing and caring and beautiful and you have like one of the best friendships you could get except if you ruin it then you won't have that many people left and you really wish you could tell her abt your feeling but really can't bc she is straight and you are gay and this could really ruin everything in your life if you confess but your friends think you should but you can't bc of the amazing friendship you have even if you wish it could be more than that? Yk??

So yea her name is Sophia she has brown long hair, is tan, she has brown eyes as well. She got into Cheerleading for next year which is really cool! We have a great relationship even if we are total opposites. I mean ig opposites attract 🤷‍♀️ only in one way tho sadly.

So experience I had
On Friday April 29th in gym we were doing Archery and while we were waiting in line since there were 8 groups of 4 people and we would sit in line waiting for our turns. Sophia and I weren't in the same line but the lines next to each other. We were just talking and she leaned back laying down on my lap since I was sitting criss cross she just layed back onto me.

I was dying bc of fucking ✨butterflies✨ 🦋🦋

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So yea short chapter to say stuff abt me having a crush on my really pretty straight best friend that will never like me back! 😃👍

Have a great day/night!! -Devon