Not sure what this really is but it isn't a story it is like a journal/diary that keeps track of my life since I have some weird shit happen to me and my life is chaotic! For stuff that you should know my name is Devon! I use she/they pronouns and a...
Heyy Readers! I probably won't post much bc I have Summer break rn so unless I start dating my best friend or an ex again I doubt I will have anything to say.
So it's 12:04am rn for me (Time update at the end) I kinda might have done a little thing. I almost cried today!! Haha yay! 😃💅 It was at a fucking song too btw (69 words) I was listening to Wish You Were Gay By: Claud (great song go listen) and it kinda explains my relationship with Sophia who I broke up with. 2 days ago! I have no idea why I was crying like I broke up with HER not she broke up with ME! Idk I for sure know I didn't like her so idk. It's fine tho I'll get over it I get over stuff quickly. (reason why I date a lot of people)
Something else I did was text my ex.. Anya. I dated her for 6 months and after we broke up I started dating a lot of people. That's kinda what started it. And August and her were best friends so I kinda might have ruined their friendship. Though I tried to fix it with a very long text message to Anya she sent me this back.
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And I texted her today saying stuff abt how it's true people never change and stuff yk? I know people do change but not August. (Chloe in the text)
I was looking through things Anya and I sent each other when we were dating and found some really great memories and stuff. Yeaaa almost cried at that too!
One more thing that happened and I found this out a few days ago. I have something called Smiling Depression! It's where you act really happy, energetic, and you laugh all though you are like kinda dying inside and aren't okay. Pretty much you hide your Depression with fake happiness!!
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Dark-ish note to end it on but yea!! Have a great day/night/evening!! -The Wonderful Author, Devon!!
