Dear Reader,
Hello! Welcome back haven't been here in awhile haven't been talking on wattpad much but I'm back!! You can probably guess why and that is bc of my ✨Main Character Life✨
Anyway so in the last chapter I established that I have a crush on my straight/questioning best friend aka Sophia. I have a kiss huge update on that! I told her I like her and she said she thinks she likes me back but we can't date bc of her family being mostly homophobic. This was insanely stressful for her since I'm her bestie and she didn't want things ruined and this hadn't really happened to her (I mean whose bsf had told them like them *cough* me *cough*) bc of the stress and we did talk abt this at school together. The stress kinda made her start crying a little bit but not a ton so she was okay. Really only get eyes started to water and she wiped back the tears.
I really wanted to hug her but couldn't bc my school has a rule where we can't touch each other no high fives, hugs, hand shakes, etc. Did I care? No my bestie is crying I am not going to let her go without comfort. I hugged her bc I'm nice like that she was fine tho. The day went on like normal after that pretty much which I'm glad nothing changed.
Saturday 5/14/22
Sophia texted me saying she was taking to her trans cousin and found out that her dad isn't homophobic! That is like really good for me!! She also said she needed to Talk to me on Monday (now is tomorrow) kinda nervous but also have high hopes. I'm nervous bc Maddie, my other bsf who I vent to a lot (she knows abt Sophia) she knows everything pretty much. She won't be at school which I'm sad abt bc now my emotional support won't be at school like who an I supposed to tell stuff at school? Definitely not August!
I'm excited I have high hopes bc maybe she wants to start dating will I cry if she says something else? Depending on what it is I won't in front of her but I will cry myself to sleep at home! 😃 I date a lot of people so this is a record for me (of the last 1 1/2 years) I haven't dated someone in at least 1 month. I know it doesn't seem like much time but if you know me it's kinda a big thing (*cough* George knows *cough*)
I can't wait for tomorrow wish me luck on this!
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Let's really really hope I get a gf tomorrow!!
Have a great day my friends/ random probably gay readers) -Devon
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RandomNot sure what this really is but it isn't a story it is like a journal/diary that keeps track of my life since I have some weird shit happen to me and my life is chaotic! For stuff that you should know my name is Devon! I use she/they pronouns and a...
