its you | hyunlix

{s i x t e e n - "why me?"}

felix sat down on his bed. "yongbok?" he heard his grandmother, "i'm coming in, okay?" felix nodded, seeing as the door was open.

"there's people waiting to you down there. i can tell them to stop by later." felix looked up at her, softly smiling. "no, it's okay. i'll be down in a sec."

she nodded and went back downstairs. felix watched her leave and sighed, getting ahold of himself. he put on a smile and left his room.

reaching the bottom, he heard voices in the kitchen and decided to go in. his eyes trained to the floor, he looked up to see the same seven men who came to visit the other day.

he smiled at them, one of them knew that smile wasn't genuine. "hi felix, we're here to take you somewhere. if that's alright." namjoon spoke in fluent english.

the others understood a bit but the only ones who understood well were felix and his grandmother. felix looked at his grandmother, who nodded as an approval.

"yeah, let's go." he said in his thick australian accent. namjoon nodded, "let's go. we don't have much time but it'll do." he smiled the at australian.

yoongi looked at miyeon and smiled, whispering, "can i grab a plate of this?" he pointed at the homemade doughnuts and her famous croissant. she smiled and nodded, handing him a dozen of the croissants and a plate of doughnuts she made with her nurse.

he smiled, showing his infamous gummy smile. "thank you." she giggled, "no need yoongi. no need." hoseok hugged miyeon, "we'll come by soon again."

seokjin smiled, "see you already auntie." giving her a side hug, the rest did the same. but jungkook placed a kiss on her cheek, "i'll be back as soon as possible auntie."

miyeon smiled widely, looking at felix. she saw his genuine smile back on his face. she loved how genuine his smile had gotten.

after giving his grandmother a hug, they all left the house. "so, we have had something to show you. and we all thought you'd love it." namjoon spoke, felix was standing near him.

he looked up at the older, seeing them in masks and a cap over their heads. "is it like a surprise?" he asked, curious of what they were going to show him. "maybe," jimin said, "you'll know when we get there."

felix nodded, seeing jimin's eye smile.

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it took a while to get to where namjoon and the rest of the bts members wanted to show him. they all had different conversations going on, felix was talking to taehyung about school.

"we're here," namjoon said as he looked out the window. felix looked out, softly smiling as he remembered the amusement park his mom would bring him to when they'd visit seoul.

seokjin looked at felix, smiled, "i can see your fond of this place. can i ask why?" felix looked at him, "my mom used to bring me here." his smile was still on his face.

taehyung looked over at the two, "we used to come here too. with your mom of course. and we have something really great to show you."

they all exited the car, taehyung bringing felix to the place they wanted to show him. "hyung," jungkook called, "slow down. we'll get there soon. we have rides to go on first."

the australian's face remained smiling and he was confused to why they brought him here. nonetheless, he just let them drag him around.

the first ride they went on was the roller coaster, felix genuinely smiled as he remembered how he and his mom would always ride this first to feel the adrenaline running.

his smile grew, that's when yoongi noticed he was genuinely happy to be here with them. the only people who actually knew his mom in school and nearly her whole life.

the second ride they went on was one of the teacups just like the australian's mom would go to, the remembrance made him upset yet happy. hoseok seated with felix in a cup, jimin went along with them.

seokjin and namjoon were on one and yoongi decided to sit this ride out but as for taehyung and jungkook, they went on a cup. taking a glance at felix who started laughing at what hoseok said.

then and there, felix felt something he hasn't felt in a long time. his laughter died down but his smile was still plastered on his face. he and hoseok started holding as the ride started.

"did you know that seokjin hyung really scolds all of us? and says all the dad jokes he comes up with. like something about oxygen." felix started laughing as he remembered the meme he saw.

"d— do you know what ARMYs can't live with out? oxyJIN." felix said in between his laughter, hoseok remembered the meme about it too and bursted into laughter.

as the day went on, felix really enjoyed the time with his mom's friends from high school and that he felt alive again.

yoongi fell asleep on the bench near the tree in the middle, hat over his face as he laid down, felix took note that the older was already tired out.

he smiled as he went to go wake him up to eat some dinner. "yoongi hyung?" he shook the said male, "can you wake up? the boys want to go eat dinner. i suppose your hungry too."

yoongi jolted awake, glaring but when he saw felix, he let out a chuckle. "yeah, let's go." he said tiredly, standing up and yawned, stretching his muscles.

yoongi and felix had met up with the others at the food cart near the entrance. "so, can i ask one thing?" felix said as he got himself a corn dog. "sure," taehyung said.

"so, why me? why'd you want to meet me? why bring me here?" desperate for answers, felix asked those questions, "we all know how it feels to lose someone really close to us the same way you lost your mom. also, your sister. and it takes a long time to get over it. but soon you will eventually let that go. it's hard letting go because we won't ever see them again."

namjoon spoke up, began speaking of their experience with the life and death. "every time you lose someone really close to you, you will begin losing yourself. but just remember that no matter how much you've lost yourself, there are others who are willing to help you. not everyone is the same with problems like these."

"that's why we chose this time to help you realize your friends are willing to help you." hoseok said, picking at his food.