Love (Roc Royal and Karrueche Tran Story)

Chapter 16

Janiya's POV

Well you already know that Im Tasha's mom. If your wonderin if Im still hurtin, the answer is partially. Im hurt mentally not physically. Marcus has really hurt me both ways. I have forgiven him, but I havent given him all my trust. The man almost killed me. I was in the hospital for 3 weeks recoverin from my stab wounds. My mind just isnt completely right. Its like I dont know who to trust anymore. I think the people I trust is my daughter, her boyfriend, and my 2 sisters. Everyone else, Im iffy about. Everyday I wake up to think what did I do that was so wrong to him. I even ask God. I havent found answers. But enough about my personal setbacks. Ima tell yall about me. I am 33 years old. I was 17 when I was pregnant with Tasha. My parents werent upset with me but they wasnt happy. They knew the time would come for me to start my own family. The only people who were supportive of me was my grandparents. Though they were supportive everybody at my school thought I was a hoe. Marcus told me to pay them no mind.

~FLASHBACK ~

Marcus and Janiya are sitting in the back of their 2nd period class

Marcus: Baby dont pay them no mind. You may be pregnant but u can succeed much farther than them
Janiya: They are juss really annoyin. Im tryin to ignore them but the more they say, the more it gets to me.
Marcus: Are u a hoe?
Janiya: No
Marcus: Okay then why worry bout somethin thats not true.
Janiya: U right. Im sorry for worryin. I needa stop stressin.
Marcus: Yea bcuz I heard stressin isnt good for the baby

~FLASHBACK ENDS~

I gave birth to Tasha Malia Greenfield on December 16th, 1999 (Juss made it up) at 1:53 am. She weighed 8lbs and 2oz. I guess you could say she was a heavy baby. After I gave birth to her, I asked Marcus if my parents came and he said no. That was also the day I lost respect for them. I know they didnt really support my pregnancy but itd really low of them not to visit there newborn granddaughter. Thats also the day I stopped talking them. The people who came was my sisters, my grandparents, and my friends. I told my grandma that mom didnt come and she said she juss isnt right in her head. But I didnt need my parents to be there. I had a great boyfriend who would stay by my side no matter what. And he did. Ima say when Tasha was about 5, they had the audacity to show up. 5 years after her birth. They talking bout they wanna see their grandkid. I simply told them that they dont have a grandkid. They looked puzzled so I explained what I meant. 'What I mean is that when u guys didnt come see Tasha when she was born, that let me know that yall didnt want a grandchild. Since ya never introduced yall selfs into her life, yall arent apart of it. I would like for yall to leave me, my daughter, and Marcus alone and to never talk to me again. Thank you very much.' *Shuts door* I basically had that Idgaf attitude at that point of time. Every since then I havent heard from them since. Yea yea they my parents and all but what they did was truly foul.

Do u think what Janiya said was wrong or nah?

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