Teen Years - Big Mouth (Updated Version)

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When the shock wore off and the hurt set in, Rochelle appeared next to me. She looked broken, probably like I did on the inside. Mona was on the other side of me, tears wetting her fur. "Rage." was all she said. And that's all I did. I grabbed handfuls of cake and slung it at Judd, splattering it all over him and the Pussy Posse.

I began tearing decorations down and crumpling them up, throwing them at Judd too. I took off running into the house, making sure to close the door when I started to cry. Unfortunately, that did nothing when the scream crying started. Nothing but pain was seeping out. I felt like I was going to explode and all my pieces were gonna be lost.

I ran upstairs and hid in Nick's room, my phone continuously vibrating in my pocket. Calls and texts from everyone who'd been at the party, trying to check on me. Except Matthew, he texted but never asked how I was.

That was so fucking awful. I'm sorry. But don't worry, her siblings attend the middle school. I've got this. Love ya bunches xx -M

His was the only one I read. It made me feel slightly better but not really. I hid out under Nick's bed for a while, it was quiet and I was alone. I made sure to text him and let him know I was there so he didn't start jerking off or something. Nick eventually came in. "You missed it, Dylan." He said after the door closed. "Matthew's dad completely destroyed Judd. You could see him die inside." I peaked out from under the bed. "Wanna tell me what he said?"

"He started by telling him that he's a piece of shit for cheating in general but he's worse for cheating on his pregnant girlfriend. That you are changing your entire body for him, you are willing to exchange sleep and your own time for him," he paused to listen for a moment, making sure no one was nearby.

"That you're only a child yourself but still carrying his. You love him that much. He finished by telling Judd that if that's what he was going to do and say about you, he didn't deserve you or your baby." Nick finished, shaking his head. "He apologized to my mom and dad though for speaking that way in their house but that it was true, Judd's a pos." He laughed and sat down next to the bed.

"Now, we're going back out there. Because everyone misses you. No shit, Lola already grabbed one of them." I crawled up out of the bed. "You're so fucking right, Nick. Give me a sec to change." I headed to Judd and I's room, digging through the drawers to find something comfortable. I pulled out a spaghetti tank I'd bought recently and a pair of shorts. I slipped them on and pulled my hair up into a ponytail.

Nick and I headed down the stairs, Mona whispering in my ear. "You fucking got this, you beautiful queen." After I'd told him I loved him, everything had changed between us. That and I thought he was also was aware of how stress can affect unborn babies. There was a heavy knock at the door before we managed to get completely down the stairs. I made my way out back with Nick's hand on my lower back. The Pussy Posse had left and Judd still stood in the same spot with cake covering him.

I had one hand on my stomach and the other was ruffling Nick's hair. "You're a good kid, Nicky." I smiled. I completely ignored Judd anytime he tried to speak to me. I refused to even look at him. I just hung out with the middle schoolers and their parents.

Missy smiled at me. "Next time my cousins are over, you should come! They'll like you regardless of pregnancy or being a mother." Missy and I didn't know each other very well but she was a sweet girl, I liked her.