Namjoon POV
"Hitting on someone and developing a crush on someone is a completely different thing Joonie", noona raised her eyebrows in a teasing manner. "Noona stop!", I said but my cheeks were red. "You are fucking blushing! I knew it!" noona started laughing her ass off.
In the last week of tuition both the kids became very fond of me and noona and when they came to our home they hugged us like we are family, god knows how long both of us siblings didn't feel this warmth and love. Hoseok sat next to noona and I felt a pang of jealousy. Of course, he'd sit with a beautiful single woman instead of a top gay guy.
This happens since we were teenagers, I always used to develop crush on someone and those straight boys used to fall for noona. But noona has a strict rule, she never dates men whom I eyed first. My noona became a teenager again with the girls, they were talking education to hair makeup boys all the girl stuff, and having too much fun.
Hoseok wasn't talking much but he visibly was very happy and smiling all the time. For some topic we were discussing noona suddenly said, "Joonie always wanted to be a dad, if he marries again he will definitely adopt kids". Both the girls asked me in unison, " You were married before?" then Ji Woo Asked " were you married to a woman?" and I saw Woo In, and Hoseok kinda became embarrassed of her.
I lessen the tension I laughed out loud at the whole scene and said, " No honey, I was married to a man for nearly 7 years". I hope her sister and father know that I am unbothered by the kid's questions. She smiled back and said, "That's what I thought, sorry for being nosy".
"I don't mind kiddo, I am an open book, and whatever I fail to share noona will definitely blab out", I said while laughing. After the meal was over they were ready to go home, both the girls were hugging noona and Hoseok leaned in close to me "Thank you Namjoon, for everything. I'm so grateful, you have no idea how much we needed this".
I liked them, the kids the Hoseok. They had what I wanted deep down inside. I wanted a husband and kids, a family like this.
Happy brunches with my noona and my dream family. I wanted it so much that it nearly crushed me. Noona sensed it, she hugged me while I cried on her bed.
Over the next few weeks, the tweens and I got very close. Noona loved being their teacher and an older sister figure to the girls. I spent my free time working out and almost forgetting about the dating app.
When I did feel like hooking up I found it hard to get Hoseok out of my brain. Why do I have to fall for an unavailable straight guy? To clear my head I just went to the gym. A few days later I was in my office busy checking exam papers, i suddenly heard a knock.
I expected one of my students or staff members so I gasped when I saw Hoseok there instead. "Hey, how are you? How are you in my office? Are you working here? I blurted nervously almost. Hoseok replied with his million-dollar smile, " Haha no no, actually I'm here to pay your and noona's monthly fees, Woo In forgot to give it this week".
He smiled and looked at his feet and he handed to check to me and while doing that his eyes met mine. He asked, " Did you eat lunch yet?" My cheeks were red and my heart went bonkers, Is he asking me out for a lunch! My brain will explode. Oh god! I need to get it together now.
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Looking For Love (NAMSEOK FF)
FanfictionNamjoon just got cheated on by his ex-husband. Now he's meeting men who are absolutely misogynistic. Will He find true love once again or This is just the end