Namjoon just got cheated on by his ex-husband. Now he's meeting men who are absolutely misogynistic. Will He find true love once again or This is just the end
The first few months were a bit rocky but then Hoseok had met this great guy who'd offered to help him, out of the kindness of his heart. Everything had changed after that. He'd found himself having feelings he's never had before.
He'd been sexually attracted to men his whole adult life but he'd never dated a man, emotionally and romantically. He had planned on staying single, especially since the girls were living with him now. He didn't want to mess up the new family dynamic.
He didn't want to put the girls through the relationship drama they lived with back in Jeju. It felt selfish. But he hadn't been able to help himself.
He was falling harder every day. And once the twins realized, they had encouraged him to go for it instead of the negative reactions he'd expected. It turned out the girls loved this guy.
They loved his family and they loved how he made their dad feel. They told him he seemed genuinely happy for the first time in their lives. It was more selfish to not try.
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But now he had to figure out what this meant, about him and to him. He didn't just want sex, he wanted everything, he wanted something real. He'd only ever tried that with women before.
And when it inevitably failed he'd seek sexual release with men. The two things never blended. In the last few days, he'd realized that was obviously the problem.
He'd feared being this negative idea of gay that he'd been labeled as back in Jeju. But since being here for the last bunch of years, he knew that was an outdated outlook. He needed to let go of that fear, that stereotype, and listen to his heart and listen to his kids.
His kids were insightful romantics and impossible to resist. It was futile.
Namjoon POV
I realized I had tears pouring down my face. Our fingers were twisted together, holding each other's hand so tight my fingertips were starting to feel numb. I still remembered to be careful around his burns.
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"Namjoon, I think I started to fall in love with you when you handed me that coffee and a pink donut. And I've fallen further in love every day since then," He paused and brushed some tears off my cheeks. "By the time we had brunch with your sister, I was already completely infatuated with everything about you. I wanted you."
"I wanted you then, too. I tried to deny it but noona was already on to me. She was all like "you have a crush on the dad!" and even though I protested, I knew she was right. She always is."
"I'm kind of scared, but not of you, or being with you. I've just never done this. I've never had feelings for a man. What if I suck at this?", Hoseok started crying.
"That's actually a good thing with a man," I couldn't help myself. I started laughing and he looked at me so confused. I saw realization hit him and he started laughing then too.
"You're ridiculous. Oh my god." He was still giggling as he said it. The mood was shifted, the tension broken.
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We smiled at each other, like googly-eyed teenagers. "Oh Hoseok, all I've ever wanted was someone to love me, laugh with me and raise a family with me. You're so fucking perfect I just can't believe it could ever be possible," I was in tears.
