Looking For Love (NAMSEOK FF)

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NAMJOON POV

"I always wanted someone that was caring and funny and loved my kids as much as I did. I wanted someone to go to concert date nights with and someone to depend on. You stepped up and became that without a second thought about it," Hoseok said crying. 

"It's so easy to be there for you and them, "I was crying like anything. "Namjoon, you knocked me off my feet. You are exactly what I need and everything that I want. Imagine my surprise that you were a man and the person I'm more sexually attracted to than anyone I've ever met before."

"Really?", I asked surprised. "Really. I've been dying to kiss you. I want to hold you," Hoseok said crying. 

I stood up and tugged on his arm, getting him to stand as well. I pulled him down the hall and into his room. He closed the door behind us. 

I stopped at the edge of the bed and turned to him. "I want you to kiss me and hold me all night. I don't need more unless you want it. We can go as fast or as slow as you need as long as you sleep in my arms every night," My cheeks were red. 

"Deal!" Before I could sit on the bed, he took my face in his lightly bandaged hands. We looked into each other's eyes. His warm brown eyes held my brown ones.

"Please kiss me before I die," I begged him."Very dramatic," He smirked but he was leaning in. I couldn't help myself, I met him halfway, our lips connecting softly at first. 

I heard him moan as his arms came around my waist. The kiss deepened, and his tongue slipped between my lips. I sucked him in.

He pulled back slightly. "Let's lay down." I nodded in agreement. We both quickly stripped down to our underwear and t-shirts and crawled under the blankets. 

He turned off the lamp and rolled over into me. We quickly found each other's lips and kissed until we were nearly senseless. At some point, we were snuggled together, softly talking about the girls and the near future for us. 

I drifted off to sleep in Hobi's arms, his face buried against my chest. It felt perfect. In the morning we decided to just be honest with the girls. 

They knew I'd slept there. They knew we were going to see where things went, but there was no pressure. We told them that they could talk to either of us or noona, if they had any questions or concerns.

As I assumed they would, the girls squealed and hugged us and basically welcomed me to the family, ignoring everything we'd said. Hoseok and I just smiled at them as they finished up breakfast and headed off to school. "We're all alone again. What should we do?" Hobi wasn't subtle at all and I couldn't help but laugh.

I stepped closer to him and pulled his hips to meet mine. I kissed him deeply and he ground his pelvis against me, proving his attraction to me easily. He felt mine, too.

"Damn, what's going down there?" He looked a little shocked. "Yeah, you did that to me," I smirked. "Can I touch you?" The look in his eyes had turned hot.