A letter to a monk 4

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My teacher and lover, Yeshe

In my current life last night you visited me in my dreams yet again. You cupped my cheek with your skeletal hand and was smiling. You said that you were happy for me. Happy for what?! I was sitting on my bed and you took my hand. I stood up, you hugged me and gently kissed me on the lips and mouth. While we were making out I backed to my bed and you followed me. I fell on my bed and you dropped on top of me and we made out and exploring our bodies. You sat up as if you were going to meditate and told me to come to you and we had tantric sex. You whispered that you were happy for me. I gently woke still feeling you in me and the pleasure was still there. Was it a dream.

In the past in mustang, you gently kissed me until I awoke from my sleep and when I woke up you were kissing chakras again end in my root (my womanhood) and I laughed with pleasure. Then you shyly and gently made love to me. You kissed me and told me about a place called shambala that was just into the mountains and that there was an abandoned monastery that had beautiful yet eerie things.  I was amazed.

After breakfast you came back with packed food and told me to came with you. You said it was going take an hour to get there we would spend the day there.  I took the poppy and put it behind me ear. We left. During the walk you were reciting more classical poetry and my heart chakra opened.

When we got there I saw caves. I asked about them and you said that they were where our ancestors lived. The caves were too high for us to climb up to but you lead me the old abandoned monastery. I was frolicking is the prayer flags and you came to me and kissed me.

"Love, you want to see inside?" You asked

Yes I said.

We went in and yes it was eerie yet beautiful. You lit a candle so I can see. The thankas (paintings) were beautiful.  I wanted to take them but you said that they were sacred. So I walked with you to another darker room and the candle revealed eerie statues of fierce deities. I want to leave. You took me and my back was against the wall and you were kissing me. I was scared but kissed in return soon enough. You while kissing me told me that there was nothing to be afraid of and that you meditated here many times. 

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