He didn't care anymore... If this is how the world want it to be, then he would gladly let it take its own course. He stood in front of the railing that separated him and the huge river. His cold fingers gripped the railing. No one would care, right? After all, he made sure no one would care. Kai had Kyungsoo. His parents... What do they care about? He had no siblings. No other family members out there. No one.
He thought about primary school. When everything turned upside down. When his private life changed. His world torn apart. His feelings dulled. He remembered the times he had when he still had people he called 'friends'. How they all vanished. How the world progressed on. How time changed.
It's all gone now. No more. This is too much.
He placed his bag aside and looked into the flowing river. If this doesn't drown him, he wouldn't know what will.
Goodbye, world....
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He stared at the cup of water being handed to him, unsure of what to think. He was just trying to suicide, right? So how is it that he was sitting on the bench calmly now with water in front of him? He looked up at the smiling boy.
"You must have had gone through horrible things to want to suicide, right?" The stranger asked. He put the paper cup onto the bench beside Sehun and patted the boy's head. Sehun wanted to brush the warm hand away but he couldn't bare to push away the kindness shown to him. The stranger stopped ruffling his hair and sat down.
"Would you like to share your story?" He asked with the same soft smile.
"I... I don't even know you," Sehun mumbled while looking down onto the ground.
"Oh. Then that's not a problem. My name is Luhan. I'm working as a kindergarten teacher and I'm 24 this year. Is there anything else you want to know?" The boy asked while handing the water to Sehun again, in hopes the depressed boy would drink it.
"Why didn't you let me die?" The question slipped from his mouth. Luhan made a soft giggle and stared out into space.
"I wonder. When I saw you, it reminded me of another person. His family is a yakuza group after all. Born in all its harshness, he wanted to suicide too. Right there, where you were earlier. I guess I just didn't want another blessed soul to go to waste."
"Blessed...? What's so blessed about me....? Being a mafia is better than my family," Sehun snapped and stood up. He picked up his bag and left. His heart ached. Not being able to suicide was fine but to be told that he was blessed, it really set him off.
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Sehun lazily flipped the pages of his book while Kai was sleeping. Lunch break was peaceful like any other days until Byun Baekhyun stepped into his class, drenched in sweat. The short boy stormed to Sehun's table and slammed both hands onto it, making him and the rest of his class jumped.
"Of all places you are today!!" the panting boy snarled. He grabbed hold of Sehun's wrist and pulled him up from his chair and out from class, leaving the whole class in surprise and Kai still asleep. Baekhyun dragged Sehun to the nearest toilet and let him go there. He turned around with a pouting face.
"You could have told me I was troubling you in the first place! Not shout at me in public. I - I'm sorry, alright? I didn't know talking to you would make such a huge change to your life... I just really want to get to know you better so can we be friends?" Baekhyun exclaimed while avoiding eye contact with Sehun who just stared down at him.
Friends. What does that word even mean anymore?
"Why? Why would you want to know me...?" Sehun asked while looking at the fidgeting boy who seemed so high and mighty just minutes before. Baekhyun looked up at him with a frown.
"Because I think you're interesting in your own way. And you just seem cool and all. What am I even saying? Let's go out for bubble tea later! Then we can continue our conversation!" Baekhyun stuttered as the lunch bell rang and he rushed out from the toilet, leaving a confused Sehun.
After school ended, Sehun walked to the library but remembered that he had no lessons today even if Baekhyun did chase them all away with his presence. He turned around to meet face to face with Baekhyun.
"Shall we?" The boy asked with sparkling eyes.
"I don't want to," Sehun replied bluntly. Baekhyun crossed his arms.
"Come on. You don't have any lessons today and I don't think you're the type to go home quick," Baekhyun deduced spot on which made Sehun twitched.
"Fine. Just for today."
"No way!" Baekhyun whined but he stopped when Sehun started walking. "I know a good place nearby! A friend of mine introduced it to me. I hope he's there today!"
Frankly, Sehun wasn't listening anymore. He shut his ears from the outside world. He was rather thankful when Baekhyun just led the way by walking in front of him. Before Sehun realized it, he had already put on his earphones and Baekhyun had headphones on.
Music was another way to escape reality and usually the better choice since it didn't involve self harm. Baekhyun tugged at Sehun's sleeve when they needed to make a turn or cross the road. They reached the bubble tea shop after a good silent 20 minutes walk with only music as their company. Sehun removed his earplugs when Baekhyun removed his too.
"What are you going to have?" The grinning boy asked. Sehun felt a stab in his heart somewhere. Such a light hearted smile which he is incapable of...
"The jelly kills people," Sehun muttered.
"Not if it's once in awhile," Baekhyun chuckled. Sehun pursed his lips and gave it a thought.
"Just help me order." Baekhyun's eyes widened.
"Alright! One green tea with extra jelly and one chocolate."
Chocolate?
"Why chocolate?" Sehun seemed to ask unconciously. Baekhyun blinked in confusion.
"Because that's the most basic one that people buy when they don't know what to get ?" Baekhyun said while paying for the drinks. Sehun took out his wallet but Baekhyun held his hand.
Warm.
"It's ok. My treat since I dragged you all the way here," Baekhyun chuckled and handed Sehun the chocolate flavored one.
"Uh... Thanks..."
"Now then, where shall we go?" Baekhyun asked while looking around.
"Baekkie?"
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Havoc Peace [Sebaek/Baekhun/Hunbaek](Boyxboy)
FanfictionAll Oh Sehun wanted was a peaceful life until one day, the famous Byun Baekhyun took notice of him and his life started being filled with havoc instead of the peace he had longed for. ### A/N : I wrote a different description before but amazing de...