29/4/2022

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TIme: 9:22 pm

Why can't people realise I can't control my tics? I've had multiple people trigger them in the last 4 days and I've asked them to not say the word around me and they've replied with sone stupid comment every time. One person I asked if he knew I had tics and he said "yeah" and when I was being myself answered with "doesn't seem like it" he got mad at me, I didn't hear him so asked him to repeat it, and he said he "didn't like repeating himself" like tf? And then I said something, he didn't hear and when I did what he did, he GOT MAD AT ME. Then he and his fucking friend were complaining about lgbt people. 1. What the fuck I thought they were allies and 2. How does that relate to the situation at all?

This keeps happening and today it happend again, I saw something, it triggered them, then someone was asking me questions lime "what's wrong with ____?" (I'm not typing it, I'd rather not have more ppl know and also typing / reading it will trigger it) And he kept saying the word. I had a tic attack and a panic attack simultaneously and that was painful cause my paniced thoughts made me think it was better to supress them. I literally had to leave that area and get fresh air. Dicks.

Time: 9:30pm

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