12:45 am
No one sees the bad version of christmas unless they're involved, do they? It's meant to be a "jolly time". It's meant to be happy. But here I am crying and not looking forward to tomorrow.. Or well, today I guess.. At least it's just lumch, right? And my mum's side only has what.. 9 people? I'm still not excited.. So many bad things have happened to me on christmas, but I thought having an actual family to be with during this time would be better but nope.. Still terrible. I just wish I coupd enjoy it as much as I enjoyed seeing the lights last night. I was so excited last night!
12:51am
YOU ARE READING
Vent Book Because Depression
Non-FictionThis is a vent book so trigger warnings aren't in the chapters and I don't really want to read them again, so here, Tw: mentions of self harm, suicidal thoughts, Eating disorders / mental health issues and panic attacks. They aren't in ever chapter...
