9:50 pm
This is completely out of the blue but I think everyone thinking of me as "that dumb tranny" or my best friend's boyfriend (Which I'm not, he's literally with someone else) is finally starting to make my emotions set in. No one ever looks my way and asks "Is he ok?" Or talks to me at their level. All they ever say is "Stop faking your life for attention" or "Could you go away? We're trying to be in a good mood". No one ever even considers my feelings and when I accidentally let them see a little bit of how I'm actually feeling in that moment and let my guard down, they all just turn their backs on me. I've always loved animals more then I could any human because well, every human has let me down. But now I'm starting to realise saying I'm Aro to put up a guard and sheild myself for getting anymore hurt isn't helping. All I want is to be ok, and be able to feel myself around someone else. Another human being. But, that's hard when everyone that calls themself my friend when I say I don't have any are always the reason I say that in the first place.
10:00pm
YOU ARE READING
Vent Book Because Depression
Non-FictionThis is a vent book so trigger warnings aren't in the chapters and I don't really want to read them again, so here, Tw: mentions of self harm, suicidal thoughts, Eating disorders / mental health issues and panic attacks. They aren't in ever chapter...
