Time: 7:38 pm
I relapsed...
I tried to reach out, I swear! I tried to stop
But I couldn't, I genuinely tried to not but every good thought turned into "that was never anything real. It's always one sided"
Everyone I've tried to talk to about it either ignored what I said completely and when I noticed and asked how they were, they dismissed what I said, or they straight up read my message and went offline.
My arm hurts now, fucckkk I don't wanna go to school, but I don't wanna stay home.. One safe place turned into a dangerous one, I found a new one, then that inevitably became scary too...
Time: 7:42 pm
YOU ARE READING
Vent Book Because Depression
Non-FictionThis is a vent book so trigger warnings aren't in the chapters and I don't really want to read them again, so here, Tw: mentions of self harm, suicidal thoughts, Eating disorders / mental health issues and panic attacks. They aren't in ever chapter...
