Time: 9:13pm
Fuck, I haven't needed to write in here in a hot minute, but holy shit... So, if you think about a graph, where it starts off near zero, progressively gets better, then inevitably dips all the way back to zero, you could say that my life is currently heading towards that zero. Rapidly. Hahahaa both my mental and physical health!
I kinda got sent to the hospital a uh.. a few times, apparently I've torn smth in my stomach and I can barely eat anymore... Which has made my ed worse, cause now eating scares the shit outta me, and I haven't had this overwhelming feeling of pain and just overall sadness in years... Not since 2020, at least.
In conclusion, I was doing great for a short while, but everything good in my life died off quick (including my mental health) so now I think I might be depressed, or progressively becoming depressed, my anxiety and tics are both 10x worse and my self esteem is so bad that I don't know how the fuck people want to be friends with me anymore.
Time: 9:21 pm
YOU ARE READING
Vent Book Because Depression
Non-FictionThis is a vent book so trigger warnings aren't in the chapters and I don't really want to read them again, so here, Tw: mentions of self harm, suicidal thoughts, Eating disorders / mental health issues and panic attacks. They aren't in ever chapter...
