The Church Girl

11.

Chris

I called Tania last night and she didn't answer her phone. Ever since that night, i honestly can't get her out of my mind. I've been dreaming about her, daydreaming and everything. I feel really bad though because I'm a married man with three kids, but I'm in love with a women i barely know. My wife and I haven't had sex in months, and I'm a man at the end of the day. I have needs that even if she offered to fulfill, i wouldn't let her. I have so many hoes to take of my needs for me. We've been married for 7 years now but after having the kids, she became boring and fat. I'm trying my best to be a good man regardless of anything, just for the sake of my kids. I've never been a chubby chaser, so she need to get it together or Tania will become the next Mrs. Carter. As i was thinking about Tania, i decided to give her a call. It ranged and she picked up on the third dial.

"Hey Tania, I haven't heard from you in a little while." i said

"I'm sorry Chris, I've been very busy." she said souding exhausted

"It's ok. When will I get to see you again?" i asked her

"I don't know. Chris i like you but what happened that night, was definitely not suppose to happen." she said

"To be honest. I don't regret doing it. I enjoyed it, and by the way you were screaming i guess you liked it too." i said smirking

"Look, I'm not denying that i didn't enjoy it. All I'm saying is we barely know eachother other, and that just happened out of two adults being horny." she said

"You right. We should go out on a real dinner, and get to know eachother. How does that sound?" i asked hopefully

"That would be nice, how about tonight at 8?" she asked

"That would be great, I'll see you then." i said

"Ok, have a great day." she said

"Same to you beautiful." i said before hanging up

Im torn in between the two. I don't know what I'm going to do. I want to be a better husband and father, but Tania's body, face, and just everything, is making me think otherwise.