The Church Girl

24.

Tania

It's been a two weeks already since Trey and I have made it official. We've gotten to know eachother more emotionally...and sexually. I am at my new condo getting ready for a date that I have with Trey in a little while. After lotioning my body and putting deodorant. I put on gold hoop earrings, my hair in a nice and neat bun, my black skinny jean, my gold blouse, and than my black wedge heels. I checked my bag, to ensure that I had all my necessities. Than, I sprayed my Chanel 5 perfume, and left my room to go to the living room. As I was sitting down watching TV, my door bell ringed. I instantly got up and checked my face and clothes, and walked to the door. I opened the door with a smile, but when I saw who it was my smile became a frown. It was the bit-Chris.

"What are you doing here?" i asked him sternly

"I just came to see you." he said calmly

"First of all, who told you where i lived? Second, me and you have no business together. So what do you want?" i asked annoyed

"T...I found out where you lived from a close friend. I just wanted to see you, I've missed you. I know what I did to you was foul, but I honestly didn't mean to hurt you. You're really special to me, i can't get you out my mind, i dream and day dream about you too. Please...just let me make this right." he said looking into my eyes

I started laughing hysterically

"Chris, you really got some nerve coming to my door step with all this bull crap. I will never be any mans side chick or mistress. I don't care, who you are. You need to go back to your wife and fix what ever the problem is. You won't find and solution here, so have a good night." i said as I was about to close the door

As i was about to close the door, Chris stopped it with his foot and pushed the door open. That caused me to stumble back, and when he got into the condo he pushed me to the wall, and came right to my face.

"So, you want me to leave you alone now. Don't you understand? I'm in love with you. I need you T." he said as he roughly unbottoned my jeans

"Chris get the hell away from!" i yelled and tried to push him off of me but he wouldn't move

"T...just let me get a taste..please." he said as he kissed my neck and put his hand in my panty and started rubbing my clit

"C-Chris get off of me!." i slightly moaned and yelled

"You're already so wet for me baby. Stop denying me." he said as he roughly put his index finger inside of me

"Ahhh! Chris...get ..off..of..me." i slightly moaned as I tried to push him away from me, but just a little calmer

He ignored what I said, and tenderly kissed me as his finger just kept going in and out of me. I still tried to fight him off, but I became very weak because of the pleasure i was feeling.

"Tania!" someone yelled

I instantly opened my eyes. I looked at the door and it was Trey and my brother, Mike.

"What the hell are you doing!?" Trey yelled

I just stayed quiet as Chris took his finger out and put it in his mouth, as he smirked at Trey. Trey looked angrier than ever, than he walked up to Chris and punched him right in his jaw, and he fell on the floor. Chris slowly got up from the floor, and tried to punch Trey but he missed. Than, my brother went and started helping Trey kick and punch Chris. I had to stop them, before we caused trouble.

"Stop!" i yelled

Trey and Mike stopped and turned around with a angry look on their face.

"What the hell were you doing?!" Trey yelled at me

"It's not what you think Trey." i said calmly

"Tania, i came here to pick you up so we can go on our date, and I come in and some man's hand is in your panty, y'all kissing, and you didn't look like you were going to stop them.That doesn't mean anything?!" he yelled at me

"Trey stop yelling at me! I didn't do anything wrong!" i yelled at him

"You know what T...we just started this relationship, and this is what we're doing? I've been through this shit before, and I'll be damned if I go back to some unfaithful and unloyal bitch again. So fuck everything, if this is how it starts i can only imagine the ending. Have a good night and life." he said walking out

I just stood there shocked and speechless. He didn't even give me a chance to explain and he just assumes, I'm cheating on him. My brother looked at me with disgust, and walked out. That's when i started crying hysterically. Two men that I love, think I'm disgusting and worthless. I look at Chris while he's laying on the floor in pain, i walked over to him and squat down to get a better look at him.

"T...please..help..me." he said weakly

"Help you? You just caused two important people to leave my life, and you want help?" i asked calmly

"Please...I'm sorry." he said weakly

"I know you sorry..I'm sorry that I'm going to have to continue to kick your ass!"i yelled as i started kicking and hitting him repeatedly

He just layed there and yelled and groaned in pain as I kicked him.

"Get up!" i yelled

He slowly got up, while groaning in pain. He finally stood up holding his self.

"Get out of my condo, and I better never see you again." i said in his face

"I'm sorry T, i real-" i cut him off

"Just get out!" i yelled as i pushed him out and slammed the door behind him

I went and layed on the couch and cried hysterically. Trey was the best thing that could have ever happened to me, and now he's out of my life just like that. I promised to never cry over any man, but this hurts because I was falling in love with him and I gave let him take my virginity. But he just dropped me like a bad habit.

I guess this is why I was always hesitant to fall in love or anything. I'm done, and I'm going away for a while. I need to get away from everyone and everything.