It's Not My Fault.

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As I walked to the elevator I kept thinking to my self, 'what do I do now?' I mean yeah, I've backed up my daddy and just pushed away the chance to have a normal family, but does that mean I should go back? He seemed sorry but what if seeing mom made things worse? What if, I go back and get the abuse 10 times worse than before? I don't want to live in fear. But I don't want to leave. I've got no where. I don't think I will, until possibly university... But I've still got Caitlin and xavier. They are the best things in my life. I love them with all my heart. Maybe, I should just stop looking into the future and start living in the now. Just take each day as it comes. And I will be happy. With that thought, I looked up and found that I had actually gotten in the elevator, pressed the button and now standing outside Shannon's room. Ever get that? Where your so deep in thought you don't actually realise what your doing till you've done it?
I open the door and hear laughter. I see Caitlin sitting at the end off the bed, Indian style, Shannon obviously in bed and Jamie who was standing but leaning into Bellamy. It was really cute. I sigh, making my presence known. Shannon smiles at me. Then so does Caitlin, only hers looked like she knew something I didn't. Jamie gave me a small smile and Bellamy gave me a knowing one. I raised my eyebrow. I walked all the way in, "what?" They all shook their heads simultaneously. Just then the bathroom door opened and my eyes were covered. "Guess who?" My face broke -no- shattered into a smile. I spun on my heel and faced the one person who makes me feel whole, the one who loved me when I thought no one could, the one who was first to know. My soul mate. My baby. "Xavier!" I whispered and hugged him. "I couldn't wait any more baby girl. I'm sorry I'm early!" I shook my head crying. "I've missed you so much Xavier. I'm so sorry, I thought it would be for the best." I was crying into his shoulder, seeing as he is so much taller than me. We pulled away, his hands on either side of my face, using his thumbs he wiped away my tears. "You can't get rid of me that easy chyna." I smiled and laughed. "How stupid of me." For the rest of the afternoon we all sat in Shannon's room, laughing, talking. I sat on the window ledge and looked out to the forest and city in the far distance. Wonder what city it is. Los Angeles isn't that far from here... I shook my head. It's lovely here. It's quiet. No one putting pressure on you. No daddy... No Steve.. No mom coming back from the dead... I sighed. Luckily it was swallowed under the sound of more laughter. The only person who did realise it even happened was Shannon. As she was watching me. I knew she was. I turned my head so in the corner of my eye I could see her. She returned a sigh. "Guys can I talk to chyna? Alone please?" She said timidly, but loud enough. Everyone nodded and walked out. Xavier was a bit hesitant. He keeps looking at me as if I'm just gonna disappear. Sometimes I wished I did. I turned so I was fully looking at Shannon. Thats when I realised how broken she looked. Her eyes were bloodshot, she looked ready to break down and cry. That's exactly what she did. "Ch-chyna? W-what do I d-do?" She asked through her sobs. I got of the ledge and sat next to her on the bed. "What do you mean Shannon?" She sobbed more. "I c-can't afford the bills! I'm not gonna let you either!" I hugged her shaking me head. I may or may not already covered it. It was only $1000. The cheapest I've seen, ever. It's cheaper here. "Chyna, I've no where to go! My mom must've left by now! I'm homeless." I shook my head, again. "No your not shan, your gonna come live with me. Your gonna get a fresh start. You can quit all your jobs. You have money saved, you can come work with me and when college comes in the fall next year we can escape these live's!" I promised. She smiled a thankful smile. Just then the nurse came in, she gave an apologetic smile. "Sorry, visiting hours are over..." She trailed off. I nodded and gave Shannon a hug. She returned. "See you tomorrow." She nodded. I went over to the receptionist for the ward, "hi excuse me?" I said politely. the receptionist looked at me with a tired smile. "I was just wondering when my friend would be discharged?" She nodded and typed in the computer. She turned to me. "Hopefully within 48 hours, sweetie." I thanked her. I then met the gang by the elevators. "Everything ok baby girl?" I nodded. "It's all good." I smiled and wrapped my arms around xaviers waist. I leant down and whispered in my ear. "Dress pretty tonight." He whispered. I for an odd reason I felt my cheeks on fire. I nodded as he winked, lacing our fingers together. God he is definitely gonna be the death of me. We made our way to the cars. "Where you staying?" He asked as we reached my car. I told him the details of the hotel. Turns out he's staying in a hotel on the other side of town. We kissed, hugged, kissed again before I got into the car. That's when something finally dawns on me as I see Caitlin in the passenger seat of my car. "How the hell did you get here?" She gave me a flat look. "You drove me here, ya know from the hotel?" She asked me in a voice that you hear an adult use when talking to a child who is being told no. I rolled my eyes and pressed my foot on the gas pedal. "No! I mean how did you get here as in the hospital in the first place? How did you know I'd be there or that Shannon's there?" She made an 'oh' sound. "I got the bus to the train station then took the subway then bus then train then taxi." I laughed at her. "What is the point in you having a license and car and not using them?" She shrugged and turned on the radio on. Nick Jonas's song Jealous was on. We sang along with it as we drive back.

When we got to the hotel Bellamy and Jamie were already there. We went up to our rooms and god knows what they done. But I showered, brushed my teeth, curled my hair then done my make up. I done a smokey affect on my eyes, blood red lipstick on my lips and a light layer of blush on my cheeks. I put a black bra and panties on. I decided on a formal red tank top which had black lace at the top and flared at the hem, with a tight red pencil skirt. To finish the outfit I put on five inch heels with was black lace with a platform. I put red earrings, necklace and ring on with a black bracelet. To bring the outfit together. A Red & Black theme. I sprinted Jimmy choo perfume and grabbed my red clutch bag. I put my phone, credit card and keys in there. By the time I was finished it was eight on the dot. That's when there was a knock on my door. I opened it to find Caitlin there. She looked me up and down and gave a whistle. "If you don't get laid by Xavier tonight I will personally cut of his dick! Your looking smoking!" My cheeks flared. She just laughed and led me down stairs. There stood in a tux was Xavier. Let me tell you he looked friggin hot! Tux done him good, really good. I stood there speechless. He smirked, catching me checking him out. Then it was time for him to check me out. "Damn!" Was all he said. Even in my heels he was still taller than me. "Ready beautiful?" I nodded.

--// Authors Note \\--

Heyy guys! Sorry for this really late update. To the side is chynas outfit-->
Sorry it's a really short chapter but I thought it's been long enough since my last update.
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