5 days later
ARIA POV:
"Jah I'm making food" I told him
He ain't eaten shit since the whole thing with Joyce. I get it, it hurts but he letting it tear him apart.
"I'm good for any" he says
He hasn't been talking much either. I try to have a conversation with him but he just has really dry responses. I kinda just stopped trying as much to talk to him after a few days because of it, I still try but not much. He kinda just sits in silence all day.
"Jah your eating some food I don't give af what you say" I tell him
He just rolled his eyes like he didn't care
"I'm serious jah you needa eat"
"I said I'm fucking fine aria, I'm not hungry" he raised his voice at me
"Lower your voice, who tf do you think you is talking to"
"Bruh do you see anyone else in the room"he looks around like he checking for people
I swear to god this dude
"First off I'm not your bruh, second why do u think I'm doing this cuz I sure ain't sitting here and arguing with you over you needing to eat more benefit me"
"Bruh I said I don't want any food, why you care so much bout how much I'm eating?"
"Why do you find it so god damn difficult to believe that people actually care about you and want you to be doing ok"
"Because aria, people always wanna get shit out of you karma gonna hit me soon with dis relationship too, that's what happens when someone makes me feel semi ok, that's what happened to Joyce to,shit never lasts"
I could see every emotion in his eyes when those words came out. I try, I try to help him get better but it never works. There is a point where you can fix someone and there is a point where you can't. I guess with him I can't but I can atleast mend his mental to the best of my ability.
"Jah you know shit can't brake us up right?" I said calmly
He always blame shit on him self. He always be saying it's because of something he did in his past or it's all his fault. I wish for just one day he could see himself how I see him.
"Mhm" he hummed sarcastically
"Jah I'm fr, ain't shit gonna change did"
There is litteraly no amount of reassuring that could change how he sees shit.i saw him give a small smile from what I said
"So will you pleaseeeeee eat??" I ask as nice as possible
If I'm nice I'll get a nice responce
"Fine" he sighs
I finish cooking and put it all on plates. Cleo is coming home tomorrow so imma do some cleaning thus evening just so the house isn't a mess when she comes back.
Once I gave jah his plate he slowly started eating, he didn't eat much but some is better than none I guess
I heard a ding from a jah's phone that was in the kitchen
"A will you see who texting me please" he asked me
I nodded and went to the kitchen
Once I saw who it was I put down my phone and walk straight back into the room with jah
"Jah you better explain to me why that ex bitch Geneva texting you"
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Im ngl I kinda feel bad for jah cuz he got hella shit going on in his mental but Geneva needs fuck off
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DEPRESSION and OBSESSION
ФанфикJahseh Onfroy is a teen struggling with depression and OCD when his friend Stokley introduced him to a new girl that just moved into his neighbourhood. Little did he know that girl would change him, but was it for the better or worse?
