JAHSEH POV:
"Aria yesterday when we were talking you mentioned a brother, you never told me you had one"
"Umm ya, he died a while ago" she said looking down
How is someone who is so young in so much pain? how do so many people have enough time to put that much on her?
"How did he die if you dont mind me asking?" I asked her
"He ummm, he killed himself" she said
"I'm sorry Ari, I didn't mean to bring that up", I apologized hugging her
I heard faint sniffles, I realized she was crying
"It's ok Ari, it's all gonna be ok I promise"
I ate seeing her hurt, so far her mom's a bitch, her brothers dead and she had to kill her dad. She has gone through so much.
I let her cry, I let her cry it all out. I wish I could do something to make it better. I wish I could make her pain go away but I can't. There is nothing I can do and it drives me crazy.
"Do you wanna talk to me about it?" I asked her
"Nah I'm ok, I'm straight" she said fixing her face
She stopped crying and whipped her face. Mom's at work today so it's me and her. Mom said that aunt is finna be picking him up from school so we have time to ourselves. Ma is trying so hard to fix something that's unfixable. I haven't had a day without that image of Joyce dead on that hotel bathroom floor replaying in my head. I don't really know what's going on with my emotions but it's fucked up. I can't imagine loosing a single person in my family. Ma, aidin, ski, Micheal, aria, the members only and although I hate to admit it alekes
I'm happy that aria and alekes are hanging out more. Ari doesn't need to be alone right now that won't be good for her. I looked at her. She so beautiful. I love her so much. You know maybe kama might leave me alone this time. Maybe it won't all end in disaster. I don't think I could live with myself if I fucked this up. She is my world she keeps me alive when I struggle to, I love her so fucking much, I can't even imagine leaving her side.
We layed on our bed watching tv, just cuddling. It's one of those moments that you wish could last forever but you know it won't.
"I love you Ari"
"I love you too jah"
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DEPRESSION and OBSESSION
FanfictionJahseh Onfroy is a teen struggling with depression and OCD when his friend Stokley introduced him to a new girl that just moved into his neighbourhood. Little did he know that girl would change him, but was it for the better or worse?
