Our secret

Boy troubles

The party was in full swing when Damien and me stepped foot off the boat. He helped me out and we headed to the party.

"Oh my god you guys made it"

Liv ran straight over wrapping her arms around Damien and planting a kiss on his lips.

{Seriously fucking classy.}

I smiled at liv and walked away. I went into the kitchen. I grabbed a drink and downed it in three gulps filling my cup again. I looked over at liv and Damien and liv was all over Damien. While his eyes were fixed on me. I drank my cup empty again and filled it for a third time looking away from Damien's piercing stare.

{don't start that gaze Damien. Not here not now.}

"Easy killer"

I looked up at Zack standing there smiling at me.

{internal eye roll.}

"Oh sorry"
"Don't be but your brother will kill me if I let you get black out drunk"
"Thanks for the concern, but Damien is not my brother. He has no control of what I do with my life."

I smiled at Zack giving him one of those fake irritated smiles and looked over at Damien. Damien was looking at Zack and me with cloudy eyes and a tightened jaw. So he apparently didn't like the idea of me and another guy just as much as I didn't like him with another girl. That alone made me smile on the inside. This was going to be one hell of a long party, and one hell of a long night.

"Wanna go talk somewhere more quieter."

I looked at Zack from my cup and downed my cup sitting it down to fill it again. Zack didn't give me the option to say anything. I mean not like I was actually going to. My plan was to ignore zack all night honestly.

Zack grabbed my hand and led me up the stairs. I have know idea why but I felt extremely nervous. Even after all of my drinks. I thought alcohol was supposed to give you courage. Don't they call of liquid courage for a fucking reason. Well whatever the reason was it wasn't working on me. Zack led me into a small room. I looked around the room. Surveying my surroundings.

"We come here once a year. I havint done anything to the room in years. Probably since I was like thirteen."
"I can tell"

I didn't want to be here with him. If I had to come to this party I just wanted to avoid anyone and everyone at all costs. Of course zack would be the first person to not let that happen. Zack patted the spot on the bed beside him.

"Come sit"

I looked at Zack but didn't move. Something felt wrong like it wasn't right. I just felt weird. I looked at Zack but didn't say anything and didn't move. You probably couldn't even tell I was breathing I was moving so minimally and he was just looking at me. His gaze wasn't intense like Damien's. It was more uncomfortable. He smiled at me and stood up walking over to me. He grabbed my hand and pulled me over to the bed sitting me down.

"See it's not so bad we're just sitting"
"Yeah"

My voice came out small and almost inaudible. I didn't know what my problem was but I didn't like this feeling.

"I think im going to go back downstairs"

I didn't wait for Zack's answer. I just stood up and made my way for the door. I grabbed the handle and started opening the door. I flung the door open. I couldn't get away and out of this room fast enough. I felt Zack's body pressed up against mine and his hand reaching up above my head shutting the door.

"What's the hurry?"
"Zack I want to go"

I didn't turn around to look at him. I just knew that I was in trouble and I really needed Damien right now. Before I could think of what to do Zach's hand was around my throat turning my body and slamming me into the wall. I grabbed his arm trying to pull it away.