Saved By Zerrie

Chapter 10

We are currently in the car on the way to the airport it is so early and I am really tired Milly is in my arms crying me and Perrie are trying to calm her, I feel myself getting angry she is actually getting on my nerves at the moment and I think Perrie can tell so she takes her out of my arms.

"Ok come on Amelia you need to calm down now, once we get to the airport we can ring daddy ok but now you need to calm down" Perrie says her voice firm yet calm and loving a few minutes later she has stopped crying I just continue to stare out the window the lack of sleep is catching up to me, I feel so irritate by everything and I have only been awake for 3 hours, yea I hardly slept last night. I just stare at the window watching the lights go by. I can still hear Amelia sniffling every now and again. Saying good bye to Zayn this morning actually sucked

We are just about to go outside to meet the other girls but first we have to say goodbye to Zayn Milly runs to his arms and clings to him to Him and starts crying,

"Hey princess calm down I thought we agreed to be brave, I will see you soon darling, we will speak all the time and FaceTime, you are going to have such a good time there and I need you to do me a huge favor ok princess I want you to look after mummy and Kali ok" he says to her his voice getting a little joke like at the end he starts tickling her making her laugh a little, he passes her to me I walk into the lounge o give them a moment Perrie and Zayn walk in about 5 minutes later Perrie takes Milly of me and walks to the car.

"You're going to have so much fun over there baby girl, I want you to try and forget for a while baby. I love you kali, look after you mum and sister for me yea, but remember you not need to always be strong baby girl," he says I nod and hug him I am actually going to miss him

"I'm going to miss you Zayn" I say he kisses the top of my head hugging me a little tighter

"I'm going to miss you to baby girl so much, and remember don't listen o what our fans say some of them are horrible, you are my beautiful, wonderful, smart and talented daughter remember that" he says bringing tears to my eyes I quickly blink them back. He walks me to the car and giving us all one more hug and kiss on the cheek for me and Milly and on the lips for Perrie you can tell how much they love each other.

 we come to a stop  and I look up and see we have actually arrived at the airport and there are pap's everywhere seriously do these people ever take a rest I can't be bothered with all this, i hear Perrie let out a huff of annoyance and the other girls groan. I'm about to open the door so I can just get out someone grabs my arm I quickly pull it away.

"Don't jump out yet baby girl it's dangerous" Perrie says I give a small nod not really caring, damn I really am in a crappy mood.

"ok Kali I want you to stay right next to me ok keep your head down and ignore them Leigh id going to take AJ for us ok darling And remember ignore what they say" Perrie says I just give a small nod and she moves to open the door she gets out and holds her hand out for me we get out it is so loud and so many flashes Perrie has her arm around me holding me tight I have an arm around her holding tightly to her I can feel myself shaking my other grips my arm digging my nails into it. I can vaguely hear Perrie's voice but I can hardly hear her though all I can hear are the things the paps are screaming and not a lot of it is nice. I feel tears rolling down my cheeks more from fear then anything I feel like I can hardly breathe I feel like they are crowding around us and closing in.

"Hey baby girl listen to me take deep breaths I need you to breathe ok, keep listening to my voice" I'm guessing that was Perrie I feel myself been lifted up and rocked.

"Come on beautiful control your breathing listen to me darling breath like me." She starts humming a tune I recognize as the one she hummed at the police station, I slowly get my breathing back I regain my vision again. I really hate how that keeps happening I realize that Perrie is carrying me in one sense i move so I can be put down and give a small sorry looking at the floor.