Saved By Zerrie

Chapter 17

We get to go home today I am looking forward to it but I am going to miss everyone especially Demi she understands me on a way that not a lot of people do. But I am keen to go home be in one place for more than two days to be somewhere familiar. It scares me to see a house as something good familiar. Only thing I am not looking forward to is the plane trip back we are currently sitting in the departure lounge working myself up knowing what is to come on the plane I am holding Amelia close to me thankfully she is tired so should full asleep soon unfortunately she is in a cranky mood which is sort of annoying me. she starts whining again sigh I hand her over to Perrie before I lose it and go over the window thankfully they give me space I take a few breaths in and out and put my head phones in after about 10 minutes I feel myself fully calm down but I continue to look out the window.

"You ok baby girl?" Perrie comes up after a while standing next to me I look back and see and sleeping Amelia in Jesy's arms. I look back at Perrie she isn't pushing me to talk and giving me time which I appreciate

"Her cranky mood was annoying me she never used to do that" I say telling her what is bugging me because that is the agreement that we had.

"I'm proud of you for walking away" she says I give her a small smile and a shrug not much more to add to the conversation there is much we can do that Amelia was in a bad mood it is just something that happens I guess, she never used to do it before we met Zayn and Perrie but I guess there was too much of a fear to do something like that and in a way I'm a little happy that she is getting to be a normal child but I tell you what it is getting on my nerves quickly. We go back and join the others Jesy is in no rush to hand Amelia back so I let her keep her with her

"Perrie I don't want to fly" I say quietly I hated the feeling last time I hate not having control of a situation not that I have much control lately.

"thought about that I have travel tablets only thing is they will make you drowsy no that I see that as an issue but I can tell that won't make you comfy" she says I shake my head instantly no way on hell am I taking something that will put my sense out of alert on a plane full of people I don't know, its official Perrie has gone crazy

"Babe I'll be with you the whole time nothing will happen on the plane" she says I shake my head again nope not happening.

"Perrie I can't do that" I say to her in a firm yet scared voice

"babe none of us will let anything happen and if you're worried about Amelia waking up Jade rarely sleeps on planes and if she does Amelia will wake one of us" she says to me I feel my resolve starting to full but not completely I can't take the risk maybe I'm over reacting it won't knock me out completely and a lot of it is mind over matter if I convince myself not to full into such a deep sleep I won't I have don't it on several occasions before why would this be any different.

"if you want me and you can have a cuddle as well" Perrie says trying to sweeten the deal I just give her a shrug and take the tablet a few minutes later we board Jesy and Leigh sit with Amelia between them and I am in-between Jade and Perrie on the plane just as we start rolling I can feel the effect of the tablets Perrie grabs my hand and gives it a squeeze

"sleep baby" Perrie says i shake my head not ready yet and I kind of want to have a cuddle with Perrie I can feel my eyes get heavier and heavier then I feel myself been moved I realize I am on Perrie's lap and at that I fall asleep.

I am shaken awake by Perrie I look around confused Perrie smiles at me I look and see Amelia still sleeping I sit up a little rubbing my eyes

"Where landing baby girl you need to get into your seat" Perrie says I slowly move wincing as my ribs hurt Perrie gives me a look of concern I settle in my seat and take Perrie hand