Saved By Zerrie

Chapter 18

I have to go to the doctor today well so does Milly I'm not looking forward to it for either of us I know they are going to give her all the needles she missed as a baby I know there good for her but I don't want her to be in pain. I have just finished getting dressed when there is a knock on the door

"Come in" I say guessing it is Zayn or Perrie because Amelia will just walk in. I turn and see Zayn walking in I finish adjusting my beanie and hair

"ready baby girl" he ask I take one last look in the mirror before giving a small unsure nod we walk down stairs Perrie is helping Amelia with her shoes she looks so happy now give it an hour or so and well I don't think it will be the same story I'm glad I can focus on Amelia right now because if I start thinking about the questions they may ask, the test they will do, will they be invasive? Will they hurt? Great now I'm thinking about them I guess Zayn notices as he rubs my back a bit trying to calm me down

"we will meet you girls outside" Zayn says I guess that is my cue to follow him we walk out and sit on the front of the car we stay silent for q moment I breath in the fresh air

"Are you scared?" he ask I want to say no because been scared of the doctor is stupid am I scared or just nervous I can't really tell

"maybe a little, scared nervous not sure which one" I tell him keeping with the whole telling them how I'm feeling thing he puts his arm around me to comfort me and I lean on his shoulder

"I guess there is nothing I can to change that huh, all I can say id we will be with you the whole time unless you ask us to leave" he tells me I just nod he is right there is nothing her can say that is going to make it any better and I'm glad her is not going to make some ball crap lie to try and convince me that it will be ok.

We get to the doctor and Zayn checks us in, whilst me Perrie and Amelia find a seat Amelia climbs into my lap and I hand her my phone so she can play a game or something to keep her from getting bored and loud. I help her with for a small time until she gets bored and watches some kids maybe her age playing quietly with toys. She has never played or even talked to kids her ages before not because she doesn't want to but because we have never known any kids her age and well things where complicated.

"Why don't you go play with them moo" I whisper she looks back at me her eyes are unsure and confused and also worried poor kid.

"we will be right here princess" I say she gets of my lap and slowly makes her way over I haven't seen her this worried in a very long time she gets to the kids and a little boy turns and smiles and hands her a toy car she smiles and sits down and they are continue to play together I let out a breath that I didn't realize I had been holding.

"your little girl is adorable" I hear a voice say I look over and see an older lady talking to me I'm a little confused at first and maybe a little offended do I look that old I feel too scared to talk to her I'm not good with people I don't know

"actually that's her sister there out daughters" Perrie says in a kind voice jumping to my rescue the lady looks at Perrie and smiles then back at me

"Sorry sweetie didn't mean to offend you, just the way you watch her is very mother like I honestly didn't even notice you parents" she says I just nod and look down feeling awkward. I listen to her and Perrie continue to talk whilst I keep my eye on Amelia.

"Hey Kali can you come help me for a sec" Zayn calls from where he is standing at the counter I think he is filling out forms. I walk over I feel like people are watching me I keep my head down and try to shrink into myself.

"what do you know about your family medical history bub" he ask me he may no more than me because I know nothing I wonder if drug addiction and alcohol count as a medical issue I shake my head a little.