Saved By Zerrie

Chapter 13

                  

Kali's POV

see Zayn so does AJ and she sprints up to him jumping into his arm Perrie runs down and I slowly follow before getting to him and hugging him tightly I have actually missed him  after some hugging we pulls back Milly still in arms.

"wow my girls all look completely stunning, you look so grown up Kali you have made my job harder keeping all the boys away " Zayn says I smile a little at this and look at my feet shuffling them a little. We get in the hummer Amelia refuses to leave Zayns lap and I can't help but smile we all sit next to each other me and Perrie on either side of Milly an Zayn

"What you doing here daddy" Milly ask looking up at him I also look up to find out the answer it is a very good question as to why he is here.

"I missed my three beautiful girls so so much" he says kissing the top of my head "So me and Mummy made a plan for me to surprise you girls tonight" he says and looking at Perrie showing so much love that it makes me happy to be around it and feeling the love surrounding us they share a quick kiss me and Milly look at each other the smile, I love the change in her, her eyes sparkle so much brighter, it makes her seem so much more innocent. I take a hold of her hand just so she knows I am here even though she is not overly fazed by it any more but I need to pretend that she does for my own sanity.

"So what have you beautiful girls been up to" Zayn ask causing Milly to go into every single detail of our days so far and telling Zayn all the new things she has gotten, there is no room for me to talk but that's ok I don't even know if Zayn can understand what she is saying because when she gets excited and starts to talk it is incredibly hard she stutters over the words trying to get them all out as fast as her little mouth can, but none the less Zayn and even Perrie sit there and listen to every word that she is saying, nodding and smiling in all the right spots. She eventually finishes telling her stories so Zayn turns to me and smiles

"what about you baby girl" he ask wanting to know what I have been up to, there is not a lot to say really Milly has told it all I give a little shrug

"I guess the same as Milly" I say I don't think he wants to hear about my lack of sleep my nightmares, the constant hate on myself, the thoughts if only I jumped of the building, I can't let them know these things, they will think I am bat crap crazy or something they don't need to deal with something like this it will make them look bad or something to the media.  I look at him and see a small bit of disappointment in his eyes; damn it that is the last thing I want so I decide to elaborate a and tell him about some of the things we have been up to and the things we have seen, both him and Perrie and watching me talk they seem so happy to be listening. I start running out of things to say and thankfully we pull up to a restraunt it looks incredibly fancy I look at Perrie she gives a small nod to confirm that this is in fact where we are eating here Perrie climbs out followed by Milly and Zayn I take a deep breath to make sure I have everything under control, my mood and all I climb out and Perrie takes my hand giving it a little squeeze it's like she knows something isn't right. We walk in and are taken to a table at the back where I and Milly sit on one side and Perrie and Zayn the other side. I feel so out of my league in places like this, everyone is rich and beautiful then there is me a kid from the street, ugly, unimportant. But I do sometimes wonder actually I often would wonder if these people are actually really as happy as they look, they say money can't buy happiness and tha rich kids miss out on so much just because their parents can give them all the things money can buy but if they are working hard I'm thinking it means that their parents aren't around can't show them love, I wonder if this is true or not. But in the same time been poor isn't that great I could hardly put a meal on the table for Milly couldn't I could rarely buy her anything that she wanted even a new jumper I couldn't provide that for her. So in the long run is it better for people to have an abundance of money or have no money at all.