Saved By Zerrie

Chapter 6

We have just arrived at the police station I feel like I am going to be sick, I feel really overwhelmed  with what is about to happen. Apparently I have to have an adult present with me , there will be photos of scars and bruises taken I don’t really know who I should take with me I trust Perrie more and she Is female but Zayn is more tough so it makes more sense he will be able to support me. I can’t handle this I want to get up and run away, I want to vomit, I want to cut myself, I need something that will calm me. So I do the one thing I know will work. I grab Amelia from Zayn and hug her tight to me and take in her scent. She squirms a bit and pulls away I look her in the eyes and I feel myself calm down a bit. I don’t think Perrie or Zayn have any idea what to do right now they kind of look nervous or something, I wonder if they are starting to reconsider. I decide to leave those thoughts where they are I have the feeling in the back of my mind they are in this for the long haul.

“Kalani were ready for you” a female police says I slowly stand up and I know that I will be taking Perrie in with me I kiss Milly’s forehead and take in her scent once again before handing her the Zayn.

“Be Brave Kali we will be here for you” Zayn says giving me a hug before I pull away Milly holds me.

“I Lub you Morgy” she says she doesn’t even know it but she makes all this so much easier I kiss her nose causing her to giggle, I know for sure I am doing the right thing. I turn to Perrie and she takes my hand I take a deep breath and we follow the lady who called us each step my anxiety levels seem to keep rising. We get to the interview room and all I want to do is run of in the other direction again. I want to run away but I want to stay with Perrie and Zayn but I don’t want to be here talking to the police and my past. The fact I was too weak to do something before now but in this moment I feel weaker.

“Hey Kalani im JJ and this is Derek, we will try and make this as easy as we can for you, but we will need a lot of information from you at the moment” The lady says great way to make me feel more at ease Perrie squeezes my hand a little as if to remind me she is there.

“Ok so let’s get started we have to record this so can you please state you full name, date of birth and age” JJ says

K: Kalani-Morgan Ryker, 1st of February 1997 and I’m 15”

JJ: Ok thanks Kalani can you please tell us the name of your parent who abused you”

I close my eyes and take an uneasy breath.

K: My mother’s name is Raylene Dean and my stepfathers name is Jason Dean, I don’t even know if or when they got married but I was told he was my stepfather and I had to call him Dad I hated it.

JJ: Ok thanks Kalani can you tell us when the abuse started

K: I was 4 years old my biological Dad left for Afghanistan and that is when it started, it started out Mum, Uhh do I have to call her Mum?

I hate calling her Mum she wasn’t a mother she was my tormentor.

D: If you would like you can call her Raylene

K: Ok thanks well Raylene started just slapping for about a month and then she started punching Kicking until I passed out.

I feel my breath starting to speed up a little this is hard and the questions have only just started. Perrie starts rubbing my back I feel her lean over to me.

“It’s alright baby girls your safe now” she whispers oddly enough it helps calm me down a little.

JJ: when did Mr Dean first come in to the picture?

K: umm about 5 months after my Dad left

D: when did the abuse start with him?

K: about 2 days later, he didn’t like the way I looked.