𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭𝐬 ➳ 𝐣𝐞𝐧𝐳𝐢𝐞

ten.

[ lowercase intended. ]
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mackenzie

6th february.

these last few days of my journey,it was indescribable.

i can now tell that i've moved on.

with the support of the individuals i care about,i've finally figured out how to love myself.

& i'm quite proud of it.

currently,all i'm missing now is  mom.as well as maddie.
i really miss them.

there isn't a day that goes by that i don't think of them.

i only hope that when we meet again,they'd forgive me.

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i vividly remember the night johnny confessed to me.

since he's done that,
everything had changed.
we've been getting extremely close.

and his relationship with hayden,

everything seems to be fine.

however, i wasn't unable to make a decision.

it's confusing.
these two are my friends.

i'm unable to choose between them.
regardles of whether i have,
i'm afraid i'll lose my friendship with the other...

but i'm sure they'd understand...
i'm hoping they will.

in the living room, as i was watching a movie,
the doorbell went off.

at this point, who would show up?

could it be a friend?

is it a kidnapper, or something else?
no way....

my thoughts faded away, and i took the choice to open the door.

"mom?"

"hello, kenzie," she said slowly.

i hugged her tightly after that.

i was just thinking about her a few minutes ago.
she's finally came.

"mom... i missed you," i said, my eyes welling up with tears.

"i've really missed you too.."

"i'm sorry, Mom, and i hope you'll forgive me."

"of course, i do, because you are my little girl.
i love you."

"i genuinely love you, mom."

all i could think about when we hugged was bliss.
i didn't know what to say.
i felt like a child who had lost her parents and had them return to her as they had promised.

"by the way, mom, where is maddie?"

"oh, she'll be here tomorrow," she explained.