My Wife Dr O'Hara

Chapter 5

My Wife Dr O'Hara
Dr O'Hara/Reader

Since you both are wearing masks, you cannot see the smiles underneath the masks those you both know you are smiling at each other as you can see it in each other's eyes, after what feels like a lifetime those it must have only been a minute of looking into each other's eyes, you both finally look away and carry on with surgery, it was another four hours before you were finally stitching up your patient.

You walk out of the operating theatre around five minutes after O'Hara had left the theatre, so you were surprised to say the least to find O'Hara sitting on a bench waiting for you, still in her pink scrubs that has blood on, with her hair net on, she had removed her mask so you can see by her facial expressions she wasn't happy, you sigh as you don't really want to get into another argument with her, as you both have be arguing with each other all morning before the surgery.

You sit down next to her before also taking off your own mask, she doesn't move to look at you, even those you are looking at her, you study her face, she looks as tired as you feel, sighing again you lean your head back against the wall and close your eyes

"Look O'Hara I'm too exhausted for another argument can it wait until tomorrow after I get a good night sleep?" you ask her, you hear her let out a little chuckle

"I wasn't waiting here for you, just to pull you into another argument" she tells you, with that you open your eyes, turning your head towards her to see that now she also had her head leaning up against the wall with her face towards you, you found that you are looking into each other's eyes again, unable to move and until that very moment you never really realised just how truly beautiful those hazel eyes of her were.

"Then why was you waiting for me?" you ask in the softest voice, you have even used on her

"I just wanted to say thank you and that you did a really good job in there" O'Hara says with a smile, you smile back at her, enjoying this moment just the two of you

"You're welcome, you also did an amazing job in there, so well-done Dr O'Hara" you tell her still smiling at her

"You called me Dr O'Hara" O'Hara says with the biggest smile on her face

"Don't get to use to it" you tell her turning your face away from her, because you can no long deal with looking into those eyes of fear you might just get lost in them, you must remind yourself she has a girlfriend, so you don't have the right to get lost in her eyes

"That didn't last long" she says sarcastically, and you can tell by her voice she is still smiling at you "Look Y/N I also wanted to let you know the only reason I asked Dr Cooper to assistant me today, you to observe is because I was worried that we might not be able to leave all this tension between us out here and just be a team in there for the patient, I am sorry because that decide almost got a patient killed today" O'Hara tells you, without thinking you take her hand in yours and began to make smile circles with your thumb on the back of her hand

"I understand, you were trying to put the needs of the patient first, that's what makes you a great doctor, I might have even done the same thing if I was in your position, so stop second guessing yourself O'Hara, you are not to blame here, if anything Dr Cooper is to blame, and if we both learned one important thing today, it is that whatever is going on between us, we are able to leave it out here when we step into that theatre" you tell her and you are not saying it to make her feel better, you mean ever single word

"Thank you, y/n, that means a lot coming from you" O'Hara says as she looks down at your joining hands, as soon as she looks at your joining hands, you stop making circles and try to pull you're her back from hers, only she doesn't let you as she holds onto your hand tighter, she looks back up at you and gives you a smile that lets you know it's alright, so you start making circles again "you are an amazing doctor as well and I hope this is the beginning of a beautiful relationship" O'Hara tells you and this time you pull your hand back so fast she didn't have time to stop you

"We will never have a relationship because you have a girlfriend and yes even those, I am kind of single right now, me and Olivia are... well it's complicated" you tell her before getting up and walking away from her

"I meant a working relationship" O'Hara calls after you, making you stop dead in your tracks, you turn around to face her, to find she is now standing and walking towards you

"Well, you could of say that, because now I feel like a right idiot thank you very much" you tell her placing your hands on your hips, thinking to yourself "it was nice while it lasted" O'Hara puts her hands on her hips as she walks right into your personal space

"The fact that you got up and run away at the thought of having a relationship maybe that why things are complicated with Olivia" O'Hara says to you letting her own anger loose

"You know nothing about my relationship with Olivia, so leave her out of this and just so you know relationships don't scare me" you tell her with a tone that tells her to back off and leave it alone and of course she doesn't

"So what it's just the idea of having a relationship with me that makes you run for the hills, well thanks for making me feel like a piece shit" O'Hara says, and you cannot believe that's what she thinks, you know things are tense between the two of you and there have been times you want to just push her up against something and have every way you can think of;...

As you look at her you can see past her anger and see how hurt she is, you know you have to be the one to make this right, you want to make her feel good about herself again, you want her to know how beautiful she really is, right now you want to grab the woman and drag her to the nears mirror, stand her in front of it and tell her all the things you find very attractive about her, God the woman is wearing pick scrubs that are covered in blood and she still looks amazing, for fuck sake.

So that exactly what you are going to do, taking a deep breath you relax your body, you let your face go soft as you take your hands from your hips, you then reach for her hand again, as you touch her, taking her hand she hesitate unsure what to do, than she also takes a breath before giving you a nod, she lets you walk her towards your office, you have for some reason have a full length mirror in your office, you walk into your office closing the door behind you before making her stand in-front of it, you stand behind her with your hands on her upper arms.

"What are you doing?" She asks you, you don't answer her instead you slowly reach up with one of your hands, removing the hair net she was still wearing, letting her hair fall down around her shoulders, you throw the net onto the floor before tidying her hair a little, O'Hara has been watching you very carefully the whole time and now she is smiling at you in the mirror, you smile back softly as you put your hands back on her upper arms again, placing your chin on her shoulder as you press your body into her.

"Tell me what you see when you look in the mirror?" you ask her because you simply cannot believe someone as breath taking beautiful as her could have such low self-esteem, because her girlfriend was one very lucky woman to be able to with O'Hara.

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