My Wife Dr O'Hara

Chapter 6

My Wife Dr O’Hara: 

Dr O’Hara/Reader  

 

O’Hara POV: 

I’m finding it incredibly difficult to catch my breath with Y/N so close to me, her hands are on my upper arms, she is resting her chin on my shoulder and her body pressed against my back. 

we are standing in her office looking into a mirror, she has just asked me to tell her what I see when I look in the mirror “this is stupid” I tell her as now it was my turn to try and run away, like she had done moments ago with the whole relationship misunderstanding,  

“O’Hara just humour me” Y/N says to me, as we are looking at each other in the mirror “just tell me three things you like about yourself” I don’t know why she is pushing this, I know I am beautiful I get told that all the time by both man and women,  

“fine” I say rolling my eyes “Sara told me once she loves my nose” I tell her “Sara that’s my girlfriend” I explain as I cannot remember if I told her Sara name, at the mention of Sara I can feel her body becoming tense behind me. 

“No O’Hara, tell me what you find beautiful about yourself, not what other people have told you” Y/N says to me, I sigh before turning around still standing close to her so I can look her in the eyes without the mirror

“Why are you doing this?” I ask wanting to know what her motives are here 

“You told me I made you feel shit about yourself, so I am trying to make you feel better about yourself” Y/N tells me as she looked down to avoid my eyes, I place my hand under her chin, making her look back into my eyes, as our eye lock again my heart skips a beat and I am not sure why, I'm lying to myself of course I know full well why my heart is skipping a beat I just don’t want to omit it to myself, so I ignore my heart and just smile softly at her. 

“Thank you, those you really don’t have to do that” I tell her as I get the sudden urge to pull her into a kiss and I could kiss her if I wanted to, there is nothing stopping me, because I'm in an open relationship with Sara, those I'll not told y/n that and she told me that she is single even those apparently things are complicated with this cop Olivia, then I realise I should probably apologise for what i had said earlier “Looked I am sorry about what I said before I was out of order, I won’t of liked it if you had say something like that about me and Sara” I tell her, now it is my turn to look away from her as the guilt hits me. 

“I appreciate that I really do, I am also sorry, I don’t know why I reacted like that” she tells me and i get the feeling she wants to say something more but doesn't, I look up again into her eyes and the urge to kiss her again was even stronger this time, so I took a step backward away from her to be on the safe side

“let's just put it down to a huge mistake on both our parts” I tell her with a smile “I should go and get out of my blood covered scrubs” I tell her and leave without another word, I go straight into my office and locked the door, I take off my scrubs, pulling my clothes back on with my heels, I take my phone out of my desk to check if I had any messages and I see I do have a message from Sara telling me that she will call me at 10pm tonight and not 9pm as an interview that she was doing was going to run late, she does this all the time lately, I message her back telling her it was fine and I was looking forward to talking to her later tonight, before leaving my office to go and get a coffee and a sandwiches since I had been in surgery for almost seven hours so I am feeling hungry.