Love Sucks

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ELLA

"It's completely normal to have romantic feelings towards a guy you can never have, right?"

I open up my email to see this user asking my help. Another thing to add to the newspaper.

But what I noticed was this isn't just another thing.

This question was actually different among all the other questions I answered before.

"Finally!" I internally screamed.

Not only is it something new but it's also something I can relate to.

And I'm also pretty sure this girl and I are talking about the same person. Jace Keller.

Damn that boy. He made everyone's heart flutter that it was close to impossible to ever have a chance with him.

He wasn't a heartbreaker though, which was a relief, but he also wasn't the romantic type.

He had only dated one girl. That girl still remained a mystery though, so we never got to find out who it was. But I'm sure she was pretty as hell.

But enough about him and back to the question.

I silently read over the question again and again.

Answers usually struck out to me in just a snap of a finger but this one is tough.

Until after a couple more re-reads, I finally got it.

"Hi,

Yes, it is completely normal to like a guy/girl who you can never have. It's gonna be tough though and you'll probably end up in heartbreak so here's what I say:

Stop. Don't ever make those feelings deeper. I swear, it WILL kill you. Probably. I'm not sure.

But just, end it off. We wouldn't want to see you mope around, huh?

Be strong and never depend on someone for your happiness! :)

Truly yours,
Ella."

After hitting send, I went back to my thoughts.

I seriously don't understand how someone like me could ever have feelings for someone like Jace.

Do I have a chance? No.

Does he know I exist? Probably.

Am I going insane because I'm talking to myself? Yes.

But that's not stopping me. Even though I told that user to break it off, I can't seem to do that.

Better said than done, I guess.

But my feelings for him weren't too strong (thank God) but they were on and off.

I would like him for 3 months then I would stop liking him for 2 months and before I know it, I fall back in again.

Problem is, I don't want to have feelings for him. Because I know that I'll never have him.

I've tried everything. I dated. I fangirled. But he never left my mind.

He isn't even that great, honestly.

So the only thing I know that could work is to be discreet and subtle.

Discreet and subtle because I'm asking him for advice. On how to move on. From him.

So tomorrow, at lunch time, I'm walking straight up to Jace Keller.

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A/N

Okay I suck at writing. I don't understand why I try *sobs in a corner*

But, I'll keep trying anyway 👍😂

Thanks a bunch if you're reading and suffering but I promise you, it might get better.

-Marsh xx