30 Letters Just For You.

Letter No.1

Dear Chris…

                      Do you remember our first day of school? After summer 2012? Well I remember that day like it was just yesterday. After my parents split up, you know, I’ve got diagnosed with depression. It started to take a toll at me, driving me insane. Also taking me to my verge of my mental state of mind. I had a feeling that something like that would happen, as if there was trouble ahead and I just knew it, but too fearful to believe it. But no matter, you helped me through. Were by my side each and every baby step of the way. When my heart was all out of hope and I keep yelling that I give up. You look at me with, those hazel eyes of yours and tell me, I care about you and I have faith in you. We can make t through this. You knew; you knew that this is going to take a long time to recover but you did leave me like my so called friends. You stayed, and some days I would drive you mad and I could see it in your eyes but you would only whispered the two words that I’ve heard a million times. “its okay”

but the memory that is vivid is when I walked into those terrifying gates of hell. Everyone gave me looks of pity. How did they know? Was it really that obvious? But no matter, that is one of my least worries. But I want you to promise me something. That you’ll never leave. Not like this, not while im still a wreaked up mess, not even in this mental stage of mind that I still haven’t recovered completely from.

I’ve been through a lot, and you’re the one that’s helping me. Hell! You’re the reason that im still alive. Well im writing you these letters just incase my faith is shorter, or that my life would end before I know it. Im not guaranteed that I would live longer plus im never promised tomorrow. So I do hope that these letters get to you on time. You mean a lot to me. I Love You.

                                       Yours truly

                                                         Alice