Hey guys! I'm really sorry that I haven't been very active lately. I got my phone confiscated and the only chance I have to get on Wattpad is if I find time to sneak onto my computer :-/ I really am trying to still stay connect though. I'm even thinking of starting a new story That I started writing. It's about a girl who's depressed and Has to deal with all this shit in her life. It's a little different from my other books, more serious, but I hope you guys will enjoy it! I also started a new anime last night. It's called Junjou Romantica and I'm OBSESSED. I was crying by the end of the first episode. It's my first yaoi anime and I gotta say... there's a really got plot line! I thought it was gonna be really dirty but its actually really awesome!
Also guys, I've been feeling a little more depressed again lately, and to make it worse, This person at my school is stirring up shit between me and my (previous) crush (who thinks I still like him) and It's so stressful. Telling "she never actually liked you" and saying I called him some "colorful" words...Okay maybe I called him an asshole and a jackass, but that's only because he's been super rude and insensitive to one of my besties... My mom also kinda blew up on me a couple days ago and I went into a rage/panic attack/madness, whatever you wanna call it, but I tried to hurt myself even though I promised I wouldn't to you guys, I'm sorry. I tried using scissors, I tried using my razor (who's blades are secured into the casing) and I tried to take apart a sharpener... I was even scared by myself. It's like a new part of me came out because I was being so rough with myself and I couldn't stop trying. I couldn't even breathe... I feel a lot better now and I found a whole bunch of songs that I've fallen in love with <3 A lot of the songs are by mayday parade, I love that band! and I'm also addicted to these songs called "Welcome To My Life" by Simple Plan and "Perfect" by Simple Plan which I attached to the story btw ;3
Welp, im gonna go guys. I love you <3
