I have just read probable the 3rd saddest gerita fanfic ever, it was in manga form, and it hurt my feels. like I don't know where to start, I'll put the link in the comments. But anyways it's sad as fuck and I've somehow found myself listening to Auf Wiedersehen Sweetheart again and I just... I noticed something and it scares me... I say Auf Wiedersehen Sweetheart has ruined my life (because it's so sad) but I never realized how much it actually affected me until now. I have this feeling every time I think about it that I wish I could literally never do anything again and I got really scared just now because I jokingly told myself "omg these feels hurt so much I would kill myself to get rid of them" and I got terrified cause I already think about that way too much and for me to joke about it is extremely abnormal for me.. What do I do????
