"Its Just Hormones...." {Boy×boy}

2nd period

[Noah's POV] I walk into class and sit down next to Mike ".. hey can I ask you a question" I said, he looks at me and smiles "sure what is it" he asks"... uh.. actually.. never mind.." I do this shit to myself. He frowns "oh come on I wanna hear itttt" I shook my head, dumbass. "no no no it's nothing" I said while grabbing my stuff out of my bag and putting it on the desk "plzzzzzzzz I'm ur best friend" I sigh ".... no... stop asking" he looked kinda upset at that "alright.. sorry" he says "..no don't apologize, it's okay" great, now I'm a dumbass and I feel guilty, a guilty dumbass, exactly what we need. He nods, and I lay my head on the table, looking at Mike again. I wanna kiss him.... he's just so perfect.. "handsome, he's just so fucking cute it's unbearable" I accidentally mumble under my breath, I guess Mike heard me, I'm about to participate in the act of self unalive. ".... what'd you say" I sit up immediately "... nothing I was.. talking to myself" he unfortunately doesnt buy it "who" he says "huh?" I reply looking at him with a forced look or confusion "who's this boy you were talking about" he says I started worrying now because he wasn't supposed to hear that "what" I said still acting dumb "you said 'handsome he's just so fucking cute it's unbearable' I wanna know who your talking about" well fuck he did hear "no no no you miss heard me I said 'gorgeous she's just so fucking cute it's unbearable' I was talking about Ava, I'm not gay Mike" I don't wanna talk about this anymore but he keeps going, fuck my life. "thats not what I heard" I start to get mad now, for no reason, but that's irrelevant "you miss heard me stop trying to make it sound like I'm talking about some boy because everyone here knows I'm not gay" he cuts me off "oh but did you hear that rum-" then I cut him off "yes its a fucking lie, it's called a rumor for a reason, I don't like guys I'm not fucking gay!" He stops talking for a second "... okay okay sorry" the whole class is quiet now and I get up "I'm leaving.." he got mad at this point "because I was joking around with you!?" he yells, I hate being yelled at "no Mike.. just please" then the teacher speaks up "alright alright Noah please move over here in the front" I walked over to the door then fucking Luke spoke up.

"God he's just like his dad" I stop and turn around to face him, I'm pissed off beyond belief now. "I'm nothing like him!! I never have been and never will be I'm not some monster tha-..." I cut myself off because no one is supposed to hear that, I'm surprised I still have logic right now, im so fucking pissed, then he starts to laugh "oh stop lying we all seen ur dad on TV he's one of the nicest guys we've ever seen, he just complains when he doesn't get his way that's all" I feel like crying, maybe because I'm pissed, maybe because he'll never know how my dad actually is, regardless I mumble under my breath"all part of the show"

I then walked out of the classroom and start to head for the bathrooms but decide to stop at my locker first to grab something, I hate him so much, he acts like a jerk for no fucking reason but then again so do most of the kids in this school, I slam my locker door shut and walk off to the bathroom taking the long way so I would have to stay out of class for longer because I really don't wanna go into that classroom again as long as fucking Luke is in there.