"Its Just Hormones...." {Boy×boy}

Lunch

[Noah's POV] I sit down with my friends like I always do "hey Noah glad you can finally talk to us" Christy, one of my best friends says "yeah took you long enough" says Jason, one of my other friends, "sorry I got distracted" I giggle a bit "with what Michael?" Jackson asked in that contradictive voice ".. what about mike.." I said kinda nervous that he somehow knew something "what did he do!?" Christy yells, raising her voice in anger "what nothing calm down-" I said confused and slightly panicked, the last thing I need is for her to go after him, "I'll beat his ass!" Christy yelled again, I knew she would "second that!" Jason yells, okay, I know he won't "no the fuck you won't, calm down, there's no need... it's actually more about me anyway" they went silent before Christy speaks up "alright what is it" thank fuck ".... well....." god I can't believe I'm about to say this, take me out please, "... I think... THINK... I might be.... might be getting feelings.... for Mike... like... well.... You guys know what I mean...."

Then there was a short pause then "really!?" Yelled Christy, the day she talks at a normal volume is the day the earth explodes, "whoa hold up what" says Jason "back up what!?" Jackson says, shocked and confused "I-I don't know... it could just be hormones making me think I like him when I don't.... because there's no way I could be gay... right" wow how convincing, I am definitely winning an award on that "well Noah you know that's very possible" Christy says with a small smile "but I'm dating... I'm dating Ava... a-and my father would kill me if I were to break up with her.... especially to date a boy...." Why the FUCK do I keep stuttering, add that to the list of mental illness symptoms, she sighs "well do you get like flustered and shit around him or-" Jackson butted in, cutting Christy off "like Jason gets around Tyler" Tyler is one of my longest friends but sometimes at school he hangs out with other kids and he isn't sitting with us today soo "shut up Jackson" Jason says, frustrated he dared to bring that up again, Christy speaks again "but anyways Noah answer the question"

".... earlier in 2nd hour I was kinda blushing a bit when looking at him.... or thinking about him... but again it's probably just hormones" Jason he rolled his eyes "dude you don't just blush around people for no reason" I sigh, I give up on life ".... but he's my friend" I said "sounds like u like him more then just a friend to me" she was right but I couldn't say that, I can't date him so I just didn't say anything "but it's not like being gay is a bad thing" Christy says smiling "yeah don't stress yourself out over it" Jason says as he looks around, probably looking for Tyler "but again it's probably just hormones" I said but they didn't really look happy.

Jason sighs "well if it isn't then we'll support you... You know that right" I nod "yeah I know" Jackson smiles "good" then I see Ava come over, how fucking lovely "hey babe" she kisses my cheek, I almost shiver from it, and not in a good way "oh hey" I said trying not to sound annoyed, once again, I don't like her "... uh so can we talk.... alone.. please" I get up, even more annoyed then I usually am "sure" she grabs my arm and pulls me out of the lunchroom "so what is it" I said as soon as we were alone, she took a deep breath then spoke "we gotta break up" I almost start leaping with joy, no wonder I was a leap frog kid "oh" I said trying to look sad "why.." she sighs, the audacity I have to ask that question "this just isn't working out, I'm sorry" she says, sounding disappointed with herself, she has no idea how happy I am right now "no it's okay I mean I was probably gonna break-" shit I slipped up, how fucking amazing "oh... well what was gonna be your reason" I sigh, even after a break up she still cant leave me alone "same as yours.." I don't wanna tell her anything "u like Michael don't you" she says, clearly not convinced by my lovely lie "what no I'm not not" she looked annoyed at me "hm okay" she then walked away without saying anything more and I went back to the lunchroom.

I went over to my friends and sit down again "we broke up" I said in the most monotone voice known to man "oh sorry about that" Christy says, she knew I didn't like Ava, why is she apologizing?? "no it's okay" I said, no longer trying to pretend to be upset, I don't give a shit anyway.