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--(Y/N) POV---
To keep a promise is a trap, but to break a promise is only but a fools fault.
Enlightening the thought of a promise is toxic but sweetened with the most vile sugar. Some may call sugar a poison. So addictive yet bad for your teeth.
Once those innocent words leave your mouth, it slowly breaks down until you let go of it all.
Have I let go?
Urging voices inside of me have always told me this, but now they were yelling.
That final step, I felt everything fall off that cliff, but not me.
My hesitation is killing me. Dust flies over the edge of the cliff with my sudden pause.
I'm gonna fucking die!
His hands are what I feel before my foot lets loose on the edge. My wrists are enclosed by his leather gloved hands as he pulls me in faster than my own thoughts.
With wide eyes, I am pulled into his arms in a hurry. His heart races as well as mine. I guess I hadn't realized till it was too late.
"What the hell were you thinking, (Y/N)!" He shouts. His voice isn't mad, rather terrified.
I stare blankly at those sharp green eyes. My thoughts are cut off completely, why would I jump off that cliff? For relief, or to rid myself from these promises? A small tear rolls down my cheek as he pulls me into his arms and surrounds me with his warmth. "I don't want to do this anymore," I finally claim. My needs have always come second to another, and now I finally let them come first. "Everything is happening so quickly, yet I can't catch a breath. I'm desperate for an escape from it all. Can't you see? Since the day in those fields my life has been a twisted maze that keeps finding dead ends."
I let out a slight sniff, "I crave that escape, yet you're always standing at the end of the maze. You stop my pursuit to escape."
My face rests on his shoulder as we share our breaths. He rests his head atop of mine as he slowly brings us to the ground. "Now is not the time for you to leave when we all need you. When I need you the most. You may see no point in your stance, but I don't know what I would do without your direction."
His words sound greedy, but those are just the words to make my heart light on fire. His touch is all I am aware of now and the thing that makes me aware that I am living. How I feel is out of the picture. I lost my care for anything, and it feels like if I lose his touch, I'll be losing a lot more than that.
So for now, "I'm so sorry." My sobs are let loose as he never lets go.
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