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--(Y/N) POV---
Warmth. Terrifying, skin bleaching warmth was what I felt when he pulled me to him. But what I wasn't expecting was for him to embrace my entire body in it. His heart was racing along with mine like a wild windstorm in the middle of a secluded forest. It almost felt like we were in that forest, if not for the yelling of the crowd that my ears rung out.
His arms were tight around me, tighter than anyone has ever held me. I wanted to be swept away and taken off the face of this planet along with his warmth that my skin now craved.
My eyes were shut, expecting his stabbing words, but they never made surface. It was just us for what felt like an eternity I could get lost in. But now, I found myself less lost then I had ever been. My life was like a puzzle, sure, it had it's missing pieces. But this piece felt right.
He lifts his arms from around my waist lightly, still holding me still. Rough hands weave through my (H/C) hair with shaky movements.
Until it stopped.
And the sound of a faint click echoed through the clear skies.
I pushed away and quickly walked to the edge of the cliffside, making sure to never pay mind to the figure behind me.
His steps came first, then my voice approached next. "Put it back on," I mumbled, not sure if he heard me. "You can't show me, you see what I am? Can't you see me!"
"I haven't seen you since those fields back in the Yarin," He pauses as I look back down at the muted rage of the public. "My eyes have been blinded with rage since I saw you again. Power, greed, and passion; lustful but deadly. Yet all we can do as humans is embrace that."
"I know that better than anyone, huh?" I whisper, turning my head slightly to my right, still staring below.
The grasses patterns never seemed more interesting, until brown boots, similar to mine, stepped in its place.
"Look me in the eyes and tell me the truth, (Y/N)," He says placing his hand lightly on my tilted chin. "Look at me, (Y/N).
My head moves with my heart, fast and sudden. "Dream."
"And now you know my truth," he says holding my chin as his fingers brush out to my cheek.
His eyes of green, sharper than the taste of red as it spilt from my neck.
He was the boy in the fields. He was the reason for my insanity, yet something I can call my life. Hardship, death, blood, yet I was stood by the only loyal person I have ever known.
Lies follow me like a lost dog and haunt my every dark step. Yet as the sun grew south of its dawn, so did some following steps.
And so, I took a step forward. Placed my shaking hand on his intense face. Leaned in to the touch of his warm, calloused hands. And took another step. Followed by another.
Until I was at the edge,
"I can't keep anymore promises."
And I had reached my final destination.
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