BTS Eighth Member | The Life: Year 2014

Chapter 42- So Damn Tired

! Disclaimer -> suicidal thoughts !

Author's Note at the End :)

September 12th, 2014:

I had woken up early to bake Namjoon a cake. Since I hadn't been able to last year, I wanted to make sure I made one for him this year. 97' Eunbi had woken up too and helped me, so the process went faster.

"Have you heard of the rumours going around with the trainees?" she asks me as she makes the icing.

"No? Honestly, I don't really know anything about the trainees or what goes on," I say, quickly turning the timer off so as to not wake up the others.

"Well... apparently we might all be transferred to another agency..." Eunbi says sadly.

"What? Why?" I say shocked.

"Well, you know what's going on with the scandal with Glam-sunbaenim, the company apparently doesn't want to deal with female groups and trainees in the future because apparently it's not going very well and it's super serious," Eunbi explains.

"What? That's crazy, I'm sure it'll blow over. Don't worry," I try to reassure her and myself.

"But like the police is involved. They legit blackmailed Lee Byung-hyun-sunbaenim. This is serious Y/N," Eunbi retorts.

I go quiet, panicking, but I wanted to remain calm for Eunbi, she was probably stressed enough as it is.

"I'm sure if they do transfer you, it won't affect your ranking though. You'll still get to debut, I'm sure of it," I say getting knives out so we could start icing the cake.

"That's not what I'm worried about right now," she says taking a knife from me.

"Ok... so what are you worried about then?" I ask unsure.

"You! You idiot," she says sadly, "where are you going to live. And I'm going to miss you, we won't be able to see each other practically every day or work for the same company...".

I nod slowly, trying to suppress my yawn because I didn't want her to think I wasn't taking this conversation seriously, but I was just so tired.

"You shouldn't worry about me. I'll be fine if something happens. I'm worried about you though. You deserve to debut and be happy. I'm hoping nothing does happen and if it does you still get to realise your dream. I mean you should have really debuted instead of me, so this is even more unfair to you..."

"Y/N, stop saying that. You debut for a reason, because you're talented... anyways, I'll keep you updated I guess," she says trying to move on.

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I arrived at the agency early so I could give Namjoon his cake before we started rehearsing for the concert. Bang PD was coming to see our progression today, so we had to do well. As a group, we decided to meet early in the morning to ensure what PDnim saw was acceptable.