I lost him.
I lost him without saying the truth. Without telling how I feel after becoming Aisla.
Without actually saying that he's been the reason why I wanted to change.
But he's gone.
Atticus is gone.
Because of me.
He saved me without saving his life.
I stayed where I am supposed to be. To where my dear Atticus is lying. I didn't want to leave him, not with his dead body. This is all my fault.
Maybe I should have known. Maybe I should just stay as who I am and die as Aisla. Maybe if it happens I will still be with Atticus.
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"Helena!" I walked towards her as I saw her lying on the ground. I quickly carried her and tried to wake her up.
"Dylan?"
"Helena, I'm here, please don't leave me." I cried as she held my hand.
"S-save her. Save the P-princess." she said as she slowly started giving up her body.
"W-what, no!"
"Helena!" Lady Emma quickly held her hand as she started to cry.
I lost her.
And it hurts that the words she left are painful too.
"S-save her. Save the P-princess."
Why should I suffer like this?
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Why should I suffer like this?
"D-don't worry about me. I have e-escaped you now."
Atticus, why?
Why did you leave me?
You left me no choice but to stay here forever.
"Words of these feeling is lost. I've had enough of all these sufferings. Now that you're gone, I must tell the whole world I'm fine, I'm gonna keep my senses but deep down when no one can hear me, I'll still be crying for you, Atticus, my only love."
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