Every Bullet

Chapter Twenty Nine

Crystal

I sighed in contentment as I stared at Magnus who's peacefully cooking for me, wearing nothing on top but an apron. I laughed in amusement when he faced me and danced in tiny.

I'm still sore but I can handle it naman, I think I can climb Mount Fuji later. It's our last day in Japan cause we're going home tomorrow, so we're now enjoying our last day. Well in fact, last night was wonderful.

I really enjoyed last night, who wouldn't though? Definitely not me.

He was gentle yet very determined, he'll be asking me from time to time if I'm alright and continues to wreck me.  Last night was a different Magnus yet I love it.

Damn, he's really a good kisser.

I rolled my eyes at my thoughts and waited for the food, I sipped on my coffee as I let my fingers wandered on my neck which has red marks from Magnus's kisses.

Damn, he's really wild last night and I ain't complaining.

Magnus sat beside me, eyes wandering from my head to toe. "Are you okay now? Are you sure you can climb later?" He asked worriedly, putting food on my plate.

I nodded and chuckled. "Yes, don't worry." I sipped on my coffee before eating. I felt him kept staring at me, not convinced. "But if I can't then you can carry me." I cupped his cheeks to refrain him from worrying and continued eating.

"You have marks on your neck, sorry, you're so irresistible I can't help it." He winked, I slapped him in the arm, earning a hiss from him.

"I'm your first." He said proudly, tracing the marks on my neck by his finger. "I'm glad and happy, thank you for trusting me." He sincerely said, smiling at me.

He's my first and he's worth it.

"You're big though so it's worth it." I winked.

His jaw dropped, frozen on his seat. Obviously didn't expect what I've said— I shook my head as
I laughed. I finished eating and waited for him to finish.

"Well what you look at that, I am big. I wonder how well you took me hmm." he smirked making my jaw dropped. "I must say, you're very flexible last night huh?" He teased—grinning which made me groaned in irritation and rolled my eyes at him, annoyed.

He laughed before clinging to my arms and sniffed my neck. "Go get change na, I'll wash the wishes." He kissed the side of my head before going back to the kitchen.

I entered our room and took a shower, If I were to recall what happened last night—I can only explain in bits and pieces.

Magnus kissed me fully, romantically and passionately, hunger and desire visible on his face. His kisses was so passionate, I can't help but to think about it again. I can still feel his kisses to my face down to my body and he was so gentle, I remembered myself moaning because of unlimited pleasure he's giving me last night.

All I can say is, he's worth it.

I smiled as I dressed myself as soon as I finished bathing, I wore simple clothes and packed the important things that we needed for climbing.

damn, I'm sure he'll still look gorgeous even though he wears simple clothes. Man's perfect for what?

I left our room and happily went to the living room, where Magnus is waiting, wearing simple clothes too but still looking so perfect and handsome. His abs are even visible to his shirt cause he's fit fit. His hair is messy and I love it that way.

guess, I'm right. There's so single day he doesn't look ugly, man's perfect in every angle hmm.

"Let's go, love." He handed me his hand and I gladly took it and intertwined our fingers. I smiled when I smelled how good he smells, damn, I really love his perfume.

"You look fresh and blooming." He whispered as we walked towards our car. I chuckled and just nodded.

Ganito ba yung sinasabi nila na blooming pqg nadiligan na? Hahahaha damn, it's effective pala.

We rode our car and drove to our destination, I excitedly got off the car when we arrived and instantly climbed, of course, with help from others.

I heaved a sigh and started feeling the fresh air, I hugged myself as I felt the cold breeze of air, how soothingly it feels.

I gasped when Magnus held my waist, supporting me to prevent me from falling, I'm still amused that he's so soft yet very wild in bed. Damn, the duality though.

"I can't believe we're going home tomorrow, I still want to stay here with you."  He sulked and sighed as he stared at the beautiful view, he took a deep breathe, reminiscing our vacation which we totally enjoyed.

I totally had fun with him, doing what I like and going to my favorite places which I adored so much since when I was a kid. Spending time together, eating together (eating each other) lmao kidding.

I'm happy that I get to share my worries and problems with him, I get to experience that someone is with me, that someone is willing to stay with me despite of me being brutal and bad. I'm so happy that I met him and I can kill anyone if they will take him away from me.

It took me so long to find my love and now that I found him, I will never ever let anyone steal him away from me, magkamatayan man.

I giggled when I saw that he's still sulking when we finally got on top of the mountain, he's peacefully staring at the view, smiling.

I snaked my arms into his waist and hugged him from behind, not minding other people who's busy taking pictures.

"Don't sulk now, I want to stay too." I pinched his cheeks and took a picture of him, he pouted causing me to laugh. "We can always come back here in Japan anytime." I said soothingly, resting my head to his shoulders.

"Together." He faced me, hands slowly making its way to my hand and intertwined it. "We'll come back here together." Sincerely, he caressed my hair.

I smiled and nodded, he let out a cute giggle before taking a picture of us together.

Magnus smiled as he looked at our picture. "We'll going home to tomorrow, I hope that things won't change, I hope that we can still be happy." He captured a picture of us together and playfully jumped like a kid. "And I hope that I can still see you smile genuinely."

Dahan dahan akong napayuko at napalunok, I refrained myself from tearing up and just nodded at him. "Hopefully."

I hope I can smile again as genuine today, cause I know, once I stepped to the Philippines, once I go home— danger, brutality, killings, more blood, torture and illegal business will welcome me again, and I will always choose to be a better Mafia Queen.

I lived my life killing people, I loved my messy life, I became immune to pain, I'm immune and used to sufferings and watching other people suffer. I actually forgot what peace means until Magnus came.

Cause I ain't the next Mafia Queen for nothing, Anytime soon, Mom will pass me her throne to me and once that day happen, I'm officially going to loose my peaceful life. I'll rule the mafias well with the help of Magnus.

I'm so thankful that I get to experience peaceful life and it's all thanks to Magnus, I will never regret loving him and giving myself to him fully.

"Don't worry, love. I'll stay with you, I'll make you happy." He kissed the side of my head, embracing me while staring at the clouds. "And of course, I'll help you rule the Mafias." He winked at me and laughed.

I know that he will stay, I'm sure that he will keep his promise but I'm no longer sure if I can smile and be happy again, because in reality— I am a brutal Mafia, I am a ruthless one and my world and life is a damn mess. I will always be stuck with danger, and instead of fighting with the demons— I'll embrace it instead.