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I read her newest chapter

I felt like i was stabbed somewhere, but i realized there was no reason to be like this

It was overreaction, i think

Not like im dying or its all my fault type sh*t

It was mainly just why did i act like that type stuff

In fact, after reading, nate was yelling and fighting to the point where we had to leave

Im writing this at my grandpas

And i want to say is

Im sorry for being a dick about the slug.

And your teeth

But, im not going to beg for forgiveness or anything

Im not mad at all, im actually happy that i know what not to do now ↵

I just want to be the best f*cking friend i could ever be

And if i screw up?

Well, im going to watch how i am

Im going to learn not to remind you of your imperfections

Or joke about your fears

Because a friend would never do that, damn it

And the thing is

I didnt know wether to text you or not about this

I felt like you wouldnt believe me

Or that you would think im mad

So here i am

Being probably a coward and posting my feelings on the internet

But as i said

My point is

I know

It will

Be seen

Not just by random people

But you, rb

And i wanted to tell you im going to work on it

And at that

I will be the bestest friend in the f*cking world

And i wouldnt want to ever change it, damn it

Im sorry if you wouldve rather me text you this straight forward

I just hope you know this as well as i do

My dearest reader