Italian

Problematic

I turned on my computer.

Took around 10 minutes, but I opened Doki Doki Purist Mod.

I went to a Sayori file and opened it to where I was last.

Which so happened to be exactly what I wanted to see.

"I close my eyes and feel another nightmare enveloping me.

In it, I see Sayori standing on the school rooftop, tears streaming down her face.

She takes a step forward and-

...

I reach out to her by the arm before she can jump off.

Just as I do, black mist covers everything and the scene distorts. My eyes open, and I'm filled with anxiety.

My eyes struggle to stay open for much longer. They close again, and I see Sayori sitting on the floor of her room, covering her face with her hands and crying loudly.

In the dream, I try to walk up to her, only to find myself unable to move.

I try calling out to her, but my voice is gone.

Eventually she gets up and shows me her face to reveal a pair of red eyes that burn with hatred for me failing her all these years.

Just as she lunges at me with screams that she detests me for neglecting her for years, the dream distorts and changes again.

I find myself alone in darkness. All I can hear is my own heartbeat.

Then suddenly, I see Sayori walking towards me, asking me why I never supported her when she suffered, and why I only lived for myself.

She then starts repeating the word 'why' over and over again, before the voice magnifies and duplicates...

Italian: 'I... I'm sorry...'

I hear myself pleading with the voices, but they don't let up.

They start accusing me - pointing to events in mine and Sayori's past where I could have helped her if I only knew of her condition at the time.

Italian: 'Please forgive me...'

The voices are unfazed and say I don't deserve her kindness.

I wake up completely drenched in cold sweat."

...

Well, what can I say.

I was just being a pussy and going to an edgy anime dating game for my problems instead of actually doing something.

Don't worry about it.